ALONE AGAIN [ KTH 18+]

Chapter 39

'I know it hurts sometimes,

But you'll get over it

You'll find another life to live

I know, you'll get over it '

Landslide by Oh Wonder

⚠ THIS CHAPTER MENTIONS TRIGGERING CONTENT SUCH AS S.H ❕⚠

Y/N'S POV

A loud gasp left my mouth as I woke up from my slumber. For a minute, the room was silent other than my own heavy breathing and the ticking of the machines in the room.

My eyes landed on his lifeless body and a wave of relief washed over me. God, I don't know what I would do if he died.

I took my time to look at him. He seemed to be asleep, but it didn't stop the shivers from running down my spine when I looked at him. His face was so relaxed while he slept. It made him look more like an angel than ever before.

I leaned in closer, taking in all of his features. Even in unconsciousness, he was breathtakingly handsome. My gaze traveled down his face until it met with his closed eyes.

His dark lashes rested against his rosy cheeks and his lips were slightly parted in sleep. It was such a peaceful sight that it made tears well up in my eyes. I couldn't help but stare at him longer.

I wanted to memorize every line and curve of his face. I wanted to remember everything about this man that had captured my heart since day one.

Even though I was just staring at his sleeping face.

"Why do you have to keep everything to yourself?" I whispered, pushing his hair out of his face.

"It's not fair."

A small sigh escaped me as I moved my gaze to look around the room. Everything was still and quiet. The only thing moving was the light breeze coming through the window and the machines around him.

"All this time I thought I was a loner, but I had you. You loved me no matter what. You cared for me even if I wasn't much for showing affection. But after what happened..."

"You were gone and suddenly everything felt wrong. The world felt wrong. You weren't here. And I was lost. Lost without you. "

I sighed again. "I'm so sorry for being selfish" a sob tore from my throat as I tried to fight back the tears threatening to fall from my eyes. I knew it was useless to fight them, so I let them spill down my cheeks.