ALONE AGAIN [ KTH 18+]

Chapter 19

⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠

This chapter mentions 🚨 suicidal attempts🚨 that may be triggering for some readers.

'Mistakes and letters '

NEXT MORNING

Y/N'S POV

My hands ruffled trough the sheets in order to touch Taehyung's body, my eyes were still closed a smile crept across my face as the memories of last night occupied my mind.

It didn't take long for me to realize he wasn't beside me. I open my eyes slowly. My gaze landed on the bedside where a piece of paper rested. My heart sank as I realized that it must be a letter.

My heartbeat was increasing with every second. It felt like a deja vu. Something I've experienced years ago. And I'm not ready to face it again.

I got up from the bed just to witness that I was wearing his shirt. I rushed to the kitchen hoping that I would see him there. Little did I know that he left me, again.

My legs rushed to the living room as I couldn't find him in the kitchen. Unfortunately he wasn't there either. At this point I knew that he left.

I'd been too stupid to notice.

I felt tears forming in my eyes. Did I lose him forever?. My heart shattered into million pieces at the Idea that he left me .I walked back to my bedroom. My eyes landed on the letter again.

He just left a fucking letter?

I don't know what I was feeling at the moment. Either it was anger or sadness. Taehyung did the same thing as my mother. He left a piece of paper before he decided to leave me.

I took a deep breath trying to hold back my tears but I couldn't. It's like I'm living the same pain again and again.

My lips trembled as I reached for my phone. Picking it up from the night stand and dialing his number. 'I swear to God if you leave me this time-' I broke down, I couldn't hold back the tears that were escaping from my eyes.

I've waited for his response but there was no use since he didn't pick up. My vision become blurry as tears kept on falling down my cheeks.

My finger dialed Eunwoo's number. I needed to vent. Everything hurt at the moment.

"Hello cutie-"

"Eunwoo" my voice cracked as I kept on crying.

"Y/n? What's wrong? Are you okay?"

"Eunwoo he left me, he left again" I kept on sobbing. Every word I uttered made me realize that he was truly gone. It brought back the emptiness I felt for the past seven years.