It's Complicated...

I Love You

CW: Smut
You woke up and realized you and Mina were still holding hands. She had finally fell asleep from exhaustion, she tried to fight it but sleep won. You slowly removed your hand from hers trying not to wake her.

She stirred a bit but seemed to still be asleep so you got up quietly. You were going to go to your room but found yourself frozen with your hand on the door knob. Mina wasn't really asleep, she woke up as soon as you removed your hand.

She was usually a heavy sleeper but her mind was still on you even in her dreams. She was on edge so the slightest thing could wake her. She watched as you stood at the door, her heart shattered for you.

"Honey?" She asked quietly so she didn't startle you too much. You tried your hardest to unglue your hand from the door and the thought of what was outside. You shook your head quickly and managed to come back thinking of Mina's heart beat.

You turned around and walked back to the bed defeated. "Don't be disappointed babe. You tried, and it's ok if you can't go out there right now" she said softly like she could read your mind. "Can I?" She asked holding her hand up, you nodded and she put her hand on your back.

You sat there just going between reality and numbness and she sat there with you. Once you were ok you decided to at least get up and brush your teeth. Mina came in behind you and used the bathroom and then washed her hands when you were finishing up.

You went and sat on the closed toilet seat and watched her do her morning routine. She glanced over and smiled at you every so often which made you comfortable. "Sorry I'm just sitting here watching you" you said looking towards the floor.

"It's ok. I like having you in here, it's nice, I wouldn't want anyone else staring at me like that though" she laughed. You laughed lightly with her and continued to watch her get ready.
She brought her clothes into the bathroom and got dressed in there.

You zipped her up and she gave you kiss on your forehead which made you grin. You stood up and kissed her on the lips, softly at first and then it became heated. You pulled away to catch breath as you stared into her eyes.

You then started to kiss her neck and behind her ears as she moaned, you smiled. It was the best sound in the world, even better because you were causing it. "Baby you don't have to" she said softly, you looked at her again, longer this time.

"I want to. I want you" you said seriously, she pulled you in for a kiss.
You made your way over the bed and she laid you down. She straddled you looking down making sure you were ok, you nodded.

She continued kissing you, starting at your lips and making her way down your neck. "You're beautiful baby. I'm going to show you just how beautiful you are" she said in between kisses. You moaned as she pulled off your shorts and panties.

She made small circles on your clit with her tongue while making eye contact. "More please" you moaned quietly so she would continue. She slowly inserted one finger and began to speed up. At your request she added another finger, and replaced her tongue with her thumb.

She came up to kiss you softly, you moaned into the kiss and grabbed her face with both hands. You pulled her away a little "baby... I'm gonna..." you tried to say but were taken over by moans. "I know baby. Let it go" she whispered in your ear and you released onto her.

She wiped her fingers with a nearby towel and cleaned you up as well. She laid next to you facing you and you smiled brightly. She was so happy to see that big beautiful smile again she couldn't help but smile ear to ear.

"That was the best thing I've ever felt" you breathed out, she smiled happily.
"Thank you" you said still smiling widely at her, "of course baby, I was nervous cause it was my first time" she said shyly.

"Really? I wouldn't be able to tell... you didn't fuck me, you made love to me and it felt so much better" you said nervously. "Well that's kinda what I was going for... I wanted you to know how much I loved you" she said happy with herself.

"Well it was great... I mean fucking is good too but I needed exactly what you gave me" you both laugh and then you kiss her softly.

A/N
Idk how to feel about the quick transition but I was getting sad so I switched it up