Evergreen

34: "he can't die"

song recommendation:Dangerously in love (Destiny's Child)

Jimin POV

It was loud. Not because of where I was, but because of the voices in my head telling me things I didn't want to hear.

"he cheated on you"
"he will never love you"
"did you think he would ever want you"
"this relationship is a Joke "

I was beginning to feel sick to my stomach. Everything was happening so fast.

Sitting in this waiting room was weighing heavy on my heart. I didn't want to believe what my mind was telling me. Taehyung was a great boyfriend.

Speaking of Taehyung, he left me in this sad depressing room all by myself. Well, Yoongis Hyung was here, but I didn't talk to him. I couldn't go back there with him because I wasn't "family" to the Jungkook.

All of these thoughts were clouding my mind and the feeling of overwhelming  nervousness started to overcome my entire being.

"Excuse me miss, do you happen to have any pain medicine?" I mean, you're in a hospital Jimin.

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Tae's POV

My heart was hurting.

Seeing Jungkook in this hospital bed, unconscious, with all this medical bullshit attached to him made me want to drop a billion tears.

Sure he was an idiot for almost telling Jimin what happened between us but I didn't expect this to occur.

Alcohol poisoning.

The doctor explained it in more depth, but I didn't really understand. Not that I was incapable of doing so, but because I was so overcome with fear for Jungkook that my mind wouldn't allow me to grasp the concept of what was happening.

"You're an idiot," I held his hand that had an IV drop attached to it.

He wasn't responding, and his face was pale, more pale than usual. His bright pink colored lips had been stripped down to a grayish blue color. His chest moved up and down slowly, adding more pressure to my already worrisome heart.

I had to tell the staff here that I was his boyfriend just so they could allow me to come back here.

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FLASHBACK:
"Only family sir, what's your relationship to the patient,"

"I'm his...partner," Taehyung looked at Jimin with guilt in his eyes.

"It's fine," Jimin smiled softly. He knew that Tae had to say that so he could check on Jungkook, he just wished it didn't hurt this bad.
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I admire Jungkook's ghostly features until I'm interrupted by a sound.

It was a beeping noise, it was starting to increasingly get faster and faster every second.

Before I could respond to it, nurses and doctors were rushing in and pushing me out.

"Wh-wha- what's happening?"

"Mr. Jeon's heart rate has increased immensely, you can't be in here right now,"

Then the door was slammed. The tiny window only showing people in the room moving around quickly.

This can't be happening.

I had no time to think. I just ran. I had to find Jimin.
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