Evergreen

41: "he never called"

Taehyung pov.

it's been two hours...
There was no way I could come up with a decision. I could not let go of Jungkook, and now it's costing me a relationship I worked so hard to fix.

"You should have chosen Jimin," Jungkook spoke up after sitting on the couch in silence for almost an hour.

"How could I choose him Kook? After everything we have been through, how could I choose Jimin?" I wasn't saying it because

"He's your boyfriend Tae, I'm just a friend," Jungkook was sounding ridiculous as words seemed to fall out of his mouth without warning.

"I know that, but you are the one person in the whole world who I'm closest to. Jimin knows that, he's just being insecure,"

"He has every right Tae. You cheated on him,"

"And he forgave me. After all that happened between you and I, I assured Jimin he was the one I wanted to be with. He is acting like a child,"

"I just have one question for you Taehyung..."

"What is it?"

"Are you in love with me or him?"

"What kind of question is that?"

"Now I'm starting to understand Jimin. You keep toying with both of us. One day you make me feel like I'm the one you want to be with and other days, you friend zone me and you're all over Jimin,"

"What are you saying?"

"I'm saying you need to choose for real. I want to be with you, I can't be your friend, it hurts me too much. And obviously Jimin can endure us being friends without the fear of you cheating on him again, so choose,"

"So now you're giving me an ultimatum too? I thought we were past this,"

"Taehyung. I'm so hopelessly devoted to you, my entire being revolves around you. If I can't have you as my lover, I really can't take it anymore,"

"That's selfish as fuck,"

"Maybe, but I can't do this with you. Jimin or me,"

"You both are assholes. You two don't think I've tried to make that decision before? You don't think I've gone through that physiological warfare on my own?!,"

"That's not how the world works Tae!!! You can't have everything you want in life!!"

"And why not?! I'm a good fucking person Jungkook. I'm a good boyfriend, and good friend, and good student and a good son!!!WHY CANT I HAVE MY TWO OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE?"

"Because this isn't just about YOU! Life comes with sacrifices!!!"

"You know what? FUCK YOU!"

"Really?"

"Yes, really. FUCK YOU! FUCK JIMIN! FUCK BOTH OF YOU!! I've made my decision!! I don't want either of you in my life,"

"You're talking out of anger,"

"I don't care anymore. I'm sick of going back and forth with you two. Since you two are so much alike maybe you guys should get together! BYE!!!"

After walking out of Jungkook's house, I ran. I didn't know where I was running but I just ran. I left my car and all.

This couldn't be happening. In the span on two hours I was alone. My biggest fear.

I couldn't call my father, he wouldn't understand. Neither would my brothers.

The only option was my mother. And she never truly cared about my life. So, I was left with my own thoughts. This was going to be a disaster.
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Jimin pov.

He never showed. He never called. The relationship was over.

I gave him two hours... TWO WHOLE HOURS to pick me! And he didn't. This was the worst heartbreak I've ever endured.

*SIGH* starting to hate writing this book ngl. I'm trying to find the motivation but it's really not here. Anyways, enjoy this very very very very (did I say very?) short chapter. And while you're here check my other book to keep you slightly entertained until I come back.