Your love.

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Rae pov

I pulled her closer to me as I deepened the kiss. This moment I longed for since she left. Even after everything I still loved her the same, if not more.
We both pulled back dazed and lost for words. I wish we could be right here in this moment forever.

"I love you too..." I said to her.

"What does this mean for us?" She asked laying back down on my chest

"Whatever you want it to be...."

"I know this is nothing new for us but, I want to take things slow..." she said looking up at me

"What does that mean for you?"

"We are both so different now, yes we know each other and love one another but I want to start over and do it right. We keep getting to know the new version of ourselves and we go from there..."

"Ok...I'm cool with that."

"But Can we...keep this between us just for now."

"You trying to keep me as your lil secret?" I chuckled jokingly

"Nooo not like that, I just want this to be an us thing. I want us to do this ourselves without the outside input. For now anyway."

"I'm just joking, I understand tho. But question."

"Yea?" She asked sitting up giving me her attention

"I can't kiss you whenever I want to?"

"No...." She blushed

"I can't hold you or touch you either?"

"No" she laughed

"Not unless is a friendly gesture"

"That's messed up." I said shaking my head

"Ain't nun I'm trying to do to you friendly." I got up hovering over her making her fall back onto the bed

"My point exactly" she laughed. She was so damn pretty

"What if we alone?" I asked she looked down at my lips

"Ummmm I don't know, I guess you'll have to see how I feel in that moment." She looked up at me with those pretty light brown eyes of hers.

"Hm. What you feeling now?" I asked licking my lips. I grabbed her hand interlocking our fingers. I leaned in kissing her ear down to her neck then to her chin but stopped there.

"Kiss me..." she said. Teasing her I quickly pecked her lips once. She had the cutest pout on her face rn.

"No a real one" she said softly and before I could say anything she grabbed my face and pulled me into a deep passionate kiss. I licked her bottom lip asking for entrance which she granted. Our tongues fought against each other for dominance and surprisingly she won. We both pulled back panting for air

"You don't even want to know what I'm feeling and thinking right now." She said before pecking my lips twice and pushing me off of her.

"I might have an idea..." she don't even know how bad I wanted her.

"I can guarantee your not even close." She said before walking out the room. Smh she gone drive me crazy. I can see how this bout to go now. Sighing I fell back onto the bed. I grabbed my phone checking the time it was still early so we had time to chill. She came back in with two water bottles in her hands and sat on the bed next to me.

"Thank you." I said as she handed me one, I drank a few sips before putting it on the side table and laying my head in her lap as she played in my hair.

"So, how we gonna do this, you know since it's such a long distance between us." I asked looking up at her

"Communication is the main thing. Even if it just checking up on each other we have to be consistent. And always keep it 100 with me. That's all I'm asking for. Other than that I can try to come out to see you as much as I can. You know I'm pretty busy with my music stuff now."

"Yea and I'm proud of you fa real, this stuff I'm doing has me hella busy as well but I can always make time for you." She didn't say anything after that she just continued to play in my hair. And after a while I felt sleep began to creep up on me. And we fell asleep just like that...

10 pm

We both was awakened by the sound of her phone going off. I sat up letting her go get her phone and I grabbed mines to check the time. It was 10ish and we needed to get ready for this party. I stood up stretching when she came back in looking annoyed.

"Wassup?" I asked

"Nothing, that was Deyja loud ass. She's asking was i already ready and dressed."

"I honestly don't even want to go. I rather be in bed. But whatever I promised her.....so I should go.."She yawned stretching then she grabbed her things and made her way to the door.

"We meeting back here right?"

"Yea, 11:30." She nodded and I pulled her into a hug. I didn't want her to go, but the Bestfriend calls.

"I'll see you in a few yea?" She nodded and I kissed her on the forehead before she made her way out the door. And I proceeded with getting myself ready...

Kodie pov

I couldn't make it in the door good enough before she asked me a million questions

"Deyjaaaaaa chill!" I was already irritated because she woke me up calling me being all loud in shit.

"Girl I just walked through the damn door."

"I sorrryyyuu I just want to know what happened. You were gon a while."

"Girl nothing happened, and stay out my business."

"Just lying." She shook her head

"All we did was smoke talk and eventually fell asleep. Which you interrupted."

"Aweeee y'all was all cuddled up huh? Y'all are to cute." She squealed in her girlish ways while hugging me

"But let me mind my business, you go get ready. I'm about to finish my hair and then we can head over there." Sighing I did exactly that. I was already ready to get back and we ain't even left yet....

Mililani pov

"Baby I'm staying. My feet are hurting and swollen and I'm to tired." I told to cam

"We can stay here baby. I'll run you a hot bath and we can get back in bed and watch movies."

"No, babe I want you to go and have fun. Go have fun for the both of us."

"...you sure baby?"

"Yes of course, I'll be fine. I'm gonna order food and shower and hit this bed. Now go, go finish getting ready!" I shooed her out the room. Honestly I had been feeling bad all day since we left the beach, I don't know if I ate something or if I just over did it playing volleyball and stuff. I'd didn't want that to stop Cams fun so I haven't even told her.

"Alright baby I'm about to head out, everybody meeting down at Rae's to pre game."

"Ok, I love you and have fun baby." I said kissing her

"I promise to come back and give you a full body massage."

"Ima hold you to that." I chuckled And with that she was gone.

"Shit." There it was again, that sharp pain in my stomach. It hurt so bad and not like a contraction...
I made my way to the bed, I just laid there until I fell asleep...