Us Against The World

Part 10

Thursday

"Chrissy, are you almost ready to go?" Her mother shouted from downstairs. "Yeah ill be down in a sec mom!" Chrissy shouted back as she applied the finishing touches to her makeup. She was almost finished getting ready for dinner at Jason's. When she was satisfied with her makeup she stood up and looked in the tall mirror in the corner of her room. She had on a cute pink dress. She knew to dress up a bit, whenever she was invited to dinner at Jason's his family usually wore nice clothes and made a whole night out of it.

Happy with her dress, she walked out of the room and made her way downstairs. Her mother was waiting by the door. "You look lovely sweetheart" she said before opening the door and gesturing for Chrissy to leave first. She took the queue and walked out first. Her mom poked the back of her arm on the way out the door. "Watch it, you're getting chubby Chrissy" she said before following Chrissy out the door. She rubbed her arms and thought about what her mom said.

"Chubby.. I thought I doing well.." she thought to herself. Chrissy was silent for the rest of the car ride, her thoughts went back to her nightmares, to her past. Depsite not eating all day, she felt the urge to purge. She was lost in thought and didn't realize they had arrived at Jason's. "Alright sweetheart, will Jason be taking you home?" Her mother's question snapped her out of her out of her daze.

"Yeah, he will be" Chrissy turned and forced a smile before getting out of the car. "Love you mom." She shut the door and walked up to Jason's front door and rang the bell. After a few moments it swung open to reveal Jason standing there. He was wearing a nice dress shirt and pants. He smiled when he saw Chrissy. "Wow, you look amazing." She blushed and looked down at the ground. "Thanks.. you do too" she looked back up at him now.

He took her hand and led her inside. They sat down in the living room with Jason's father, his mother was still in the kitchen cooking. "Ah Chrissy, it's good to see you again" his dad said as the two sat down. "It's good to see you too Mr. Carver" Chrissy smiled. She sat down with Jason, the two of them started talking about something but Chrissy wasn't listening. Her thoughts went back to the nightmares, she rubbed her arms, she felt horrible.

Shortly after they sat down, his mother came in and announced dinner was ready. She made an amazing spread. Chrissy wanted desperately to eat it, her stomach was hurting, but everytime she took a bite she heard her mother, she heard her complaining about Chrissy's dress size, her arms, her legs. She just picked at her food, she didn't want to seem rude but she couldn't bring herself to eat more. After it was over Jason took Chrissy up to his room. She walked in and sat on the edge of his bed, he closed the door and sat beside her.

"Im glad you came Chris" Jason said. He brushed her hair behind her ear. Chrissy just looked at him and forced a smile. Jason leaned in and kissed her, she wasn't in the mood to makeout but she didn't want to upset him. She'd stopped him in the past and he grew very angry with her.

He continued to kiss her, on of his hands went to her cheek, and the other rested on her knee. He started to move his hand up her leg, and under her dress. When he got to her inner thigh she softly grabbed his hand and pulled away from his lips.

"Jason.." she said as he lightly ran his fingers on her inner thigh. "Come on Chris-" he leaned in and kissed her neck. "-you love me right? What's the big deal?" She gripped his hand a little tighter now. "You know I do.. but I'm not ready Jason" she said softly. He pulled his hand out of her dress and sighed before standing. He was obviously annoyed.

"When then? We've been together for years." Chrissy shook her head. "I don't know.. that's not fair Jason."

"Not fair? Don't talk to me about not fair." His voice was raised, and Chrissy felt the tears welling in her eyes. She stood and went to leave his room. Jason grabbed her upper arm hard. "Where are you going?" He said to her in an angry tone.

"Jason you're hurting me!" She tried to pry his his fingers off. He let her go, she had deep red marks where his fingers were. She left his room and walked out of his house. She was crying and holding onto her arm where he grabbed her. It wasn't the first time he'd made her feel bad for not sleeping with him, and it wasn't the first time he'd hurt her either.

She didn't wait for Jason to come out, she just started to walk home. It wasn't a short walk but she couldn't be around him right now. She just wanted to be home.

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After nearly an hour, she made it back to her house. She opened the door and made her way up to her room, she shut the door behind her and flopped onto her bed, sobbing into her pillow. She didn't bother to take off her dress or her makeup. She just cried until she eventually fell asleep.

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Chrissy woke up in her room in the middle of the night. Of course she had a nightmare. She felt hazy and exhausted. Her throat felt scratchy, she needed something to drink. She stood up and went to leave the room but a voice stopped her.

"Where are you going?" Jason stood in the corner of her room. He looked angry. She jumped and turned. "Jason?! What are you doing here?" She asked him, breathing heavy. He took a step towards her.

"You think I don't know what you did with that freak? What you wanted to do with him?" Chrissy shook her head. "Jason I'm sor-" he cut her off by grabbing her throat. She couldn't breath, she grabbed at his hand but it didn't work.

Jason spoke again, but now his eyes were foggy white, and his voice deepened. "You wanted him, didn't you? Admit it. You knew that it was wrong, but you wanted it anyway."

Chrissy tried to speak but she couldn't, she felt his fingers on her throat, squeezing the life from her. Jason threw her, and then she woke up in bed, the sun was shining into her room. She was sweating and breathing heavily. She sat up and rested her face in her hands. She knew what she had to do.

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A/N: sorry this chapter took so long to come out. I've been going through alot in my life and just haven't been able to write, but I'm hoping now things will be a little more normal and I can get back to regular updates ♡ also sorry if this chapter was shorter than normal.