7. XOXO

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She's just blindingly beautiful. At this point I've already spent the whole day gazing upon her smile and watching her move to the beat of the dance studios music. I've never been hypnotised before but I imagine it feeling like this. With another smooth body wave she finishes the choreo for today and everybody starts to cheer as the dance instructor says the words "That's it for today, thank you all and until next week."

Only when the others started moving from the dance floor to the changing room was I able to move my body again. I hurried to get my water bottle from the back of the studio. Hard to imagine, that this beautiful being, my mind was still focussed on, would be joining me on my ride back home and stay the night at my place. I've been excited for this day for the last week and couldn't await the moment of being alone with her anymore than right now.

"You ready to go?", as I turned around I saw her smiling up at me. My heartbeat excellerated again and I managed to press forward a simple "Yeah". She turned on her heel and speed walked to the exit as if she was in a hurry. Head shaking I grabbed my stuff and followed her.

For the whole of the train ride and the walk back home we didn't talk much. Sometimes I slipped in a shy smile that she returned just to look away seconds later. Flustered by her confidence and looks I decided to keep quiet. Besides, my head was already loud enough, going over everything we had written over chat, preferably nsfw texts. The promises we made to eachother and how confident I was in my dreamland actions. I already knew, I'd not be able to pull any of them off in real life but it was nice to day dream about some of them.

Back at home my family almost jumped her, my mom hugging her tightly and dad doing the typical dad-handshake. She was smiling all the time and even as they questioned her like the police at the dinner table, she still kept her cool and seemed to legitimately enjoy the conversation. In my parents eyes we were just friends. Sometimes I wonder why they've never catched on to it being quite the opposite. It's not like I knew the most stuff about her and talked about her on a regular basis.

Finally, at the end of dinner, I was able to excuse myself to my room and quickly grabbed her hand to guide her. At last we would finally be alone. Even though the thought of this kind of scared me, I still pulled her into my room and then let go of her hand. Her eyes scanned it up and down and then fixated back on mine.

"It's really pretty," she said "Just like you." Flustered and feeling my cheeks flushing I rushed over to my bed while mumbling an inaudible "Thanks." Not turning around I heard her footsteps right behind me and shortly after felt my matress sink in as she sat herself down behind me. Hands slowly trailed down my Arms and glided over my wrists to my stomach where they pulled tight into a warm embracing hug.

"I missed this." she wispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine. "I couldn't take my eyes off of you at the dance studio, you know?" she continued. "You're just so captivating." Part of me wanted to deny her words but remembering how she reacted last time, making me sit on dry land for a week, made me halt my plans. Instead I tilted my head back and leaned into her. "I missed it too. And by the way, you're just as captivating." I smiled at my words knowing she had a growing grin on her lips as well.

There were many things we exchanged, that had a double meaning just known to us. All our other friends were oblivious to the things we did behind closed curtains, or, to be exact, the screen of our smartphones. But this was different. It was real and definetly more exciting than anything I'd ever done before.

Slowly I escaped her grip and signaled her to lay down onto the bed and get comfortable. Without a word exchanged she lay down beside me and I took all my courage and snuggled into her side as she wrapped her arm around me.

We lay there side by side in silence for such a long time that her speaking surprised me a bit as it seemed to cut though the air like lightning. "I really want this, Kitten. I can't hold back anymore..." Without properly finishing the sentence or giving me time to answer her she grabbed my chin and pulled it up towards her face. Slowly, she inched closer to my face.

Electricity seemed to be shooting through my whole body and I was unable to move, captured on her lips closing in on mine. Right as our noses were touching and our lips were a devided by a paper thin split of air I breathed the words "Then don't." as our lips finally collided with one another.

My eyes fell shut, unable to hold the gaze into hers and slowly she started to move her lips. I followed her, let her take the lead and decide the pace of our kiss. Butterflies dancing trough my stomach I moved my hand up her arm to her shoulder, timidly caressing just to move on to her neck. I knew she had a weakspot there so I started to move my fingers up and down, barely touching her skin to give her a tingeling sensation.

She immeadiatly got goosebums and pulled my closer, buring one of her hands into my hair and slightly pulling at it. I took this victory to further stroke along her neck into her hair and give it a little message. For the remaindure of our kiss I switched bewteen the two.

After a seemingly endless time we diverged heavily breathing and trying to calm our pulse. Shyly I looked back up at her and gave her one of my smiles that she gladly returned shaking her head and saying "What are you doing to me? You got me all messed up." just to kiss me again.

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