16; and when everything is already getting too much...

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Chapter Sixteen
『and when everything is already getting too much...』

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   Bodie knew that running away after hearing what Elijah and the Woodfords done was childish, but in all honesty, he really couldn't deal with anything that happened or even process the fact that both Cat and Amis was back in his life again—he bo...

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Bodie knew that running away after hearing what Elijah and the Woodfords done was childish, but in all honesty, he really couldn't deal with anything that happened or even process the fact that both Cat and Amis was back in his life again—he both forgot about them and half-expected them to not have survived for as long as they did. But even still, he knew that it was something that he had to deal with now, more so with knowing that there was something so clear that both Elijah and Klaus was hiding from him and that the Mikaelson's got both Henry and Will involved in it as well.

He was so confused with it just as a whole. He knew that he should just trust them all with how they want to deal with it, but he couldn't trust them when it's clear that they're hiding something about all of this from him. He knew that he shouldn't worry about what people choose to tell him or not given everything, but at the same time, he was bothered by it so much. Was this how bad it irritated Klaus when it came to the secret that Bodie kept from him? He wondered if it was and the fact that it was driving Klaus insane even still.

He was still in the park laying on the bench, looking up to the sky which lacked the sight of stars. The moon seemed bright and full which was enough for Bodie to know that the werewolves were running under the full moon and had already shifted. For a brief moment, Bodie wondered if there was any new wolves who were going through the first pains of the curse and wondered if their families were helping them through it—if they were part of a pack, that is.

There was a part of him which wanted to shift and hope to find a pack of werewolves just to run under the light of the full moon with. He ever so wanted to but at the same time he knew that he couldn't now at the risk that someone would see him and it all getting around that he was a triggered Hybrid. He knew that it wouldn't be that bad even if that got around, but there was a part of him which knew that he wouldn't be able to keep everything a secret from the Mikaelson's given that he knew that they would put everything together. And Bodie couldn't have that.

God, ever since the Mikaelson's came back into his life, he realised that he hadn't had the chance to fully shift which he was strongly missing. He wondered if his old pack—the north-east Atlantic pack—ever rebuilt and got another alpha after Ansel was murdered along with his parents. He knew that it's something that he shouldn't think about given the amount of pain that it brings him to think about, but it's something that he occasionally worries about given that his old pack was his family and now he was left with nothing.

Yes, okay, he knew that he has the Woodfords and the Mikaelson's, but he missed talking to his pack, he missed everything that there was to do with his pack. He missed talking to Ansel—his alpha—even if it were to occasionally talk about Klaus or even if Ansel wanted to check in with Bodie about him being what he was. Ansel had occasionally promised Bodie that he would find a way to make this stop, to make them not turn into wolves and go through the pain of bones breaking. But that never happened—not like Bodie needed it now, but even still, Bodie always had faith in Ansel and wished that he had the chance to meet Klaus himself rather than Bodie telling him everything.

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