Know It's Me: Poetry

What's Next?

What's another scar on this body of mine?
I've broken my mind, became callused with time,
Where's the next hurdle? I am dying to climb,
Wanna make it out the hole, I just wanna survive,
I'm grateful that I'm living but I'm dying inside,
Went from seeing my kids daily now it's back to the grind,
What's the next chapter? Is it better than this?
I'm trying to get through the pages as fast as they'll flip,
Thought I had it figured out but I didn't,
Where's the next girl who's gonna come along and hurt me?
Wait for me to give my all and than abandon and desert me,
Where's the next girl who's gonna love me like you loved me?
Cause honestly, it doesn't feel the same when others touch me,
Everything we loved was intertwined and all connected,
You would see you in my heart if you dissect it,
I'm slowly moving on but every part of me regrets it,
And the thing that hurts the most is you're the only one that gets it.