Let me Go

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Ellas pov

I felt sick and sad and angry. I had mascara stained cheeks from my tears and I still had more tears streaming. I couldn't understand why Draco would hurt me but I also knew that he wasn't intentionally trying to hurt me, meaning he never meant for me to find out. Yet somehow knowing that hurt me a little more. 

I stood up from the ground after about 15 minutes of just sitting and crying. I started to head back to the HUfflepuff common room and I tried to stop crying because I didn't want people to ask me what happened and if I was alright. That was one of the bad things about being a HUfflepuff and being with other Hufflepuffs all the time that put themselves in your business, even if they mean well.

I wiped my tears as best I could and then I entered. There were a few people in the common room but not many. I walked over to the girl dormitories and I started walking down the hallway until I came upon my dorm room that I shared with Linda.

I opened the door and luckily it was empty. I figured Linda was hanging out with the golden trio or something so I just decided to lay down in bed and go to sleep. I closed my eyes and I tried to think of anything good that I possibly could but it was really difficult.

Soon enough, I fell into a deep sleep with just darkness and no dreams. The next day I was awoken by a slight shaking and a familiar voice calling my name.

"Ella! Ella! ELLA",Linda started yelling. I squinted my eyes open and looked up to see Linda shaking me and then she stopped once she saw that I was awake.

"What",I asked groggily and I rubbed my eyes.

"Time to get up. We have classes in an hour",Linda said.

"Oh yeah",I said softly remembering that it was Monday.Then suddenly all the memories from the night before came back to me and I felt my eyes start to get teary again and my chest hurt from an aching pain.

I quickly shaked the feelings away and got up from my bed. I walked over to my trunk and I grabbed my Hufflepuff robes out. I walked into the bathroom and took a quick shower and then got dressed. 

I put on some extra make-up, adding a little eyeliner, trying to show Draco that I was fine without him. Even if I wasn't. Even if I felt like crying and screaming. I was determined to seem just fine without him. 

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Linda waiting for me. I walked over to her and we both grabbed our bags and together we walked out of the dorm room. There weren't many people in the Hufflepuff common room only people that were leaving for breakfast. 

Linda and I walked to the Great Hall and we sat at the Hufflepuff table. Almost out of habit my eyes began searching the Slytherin table for a certain boy with platinum blonde hair and because of his bright hair color I easily spotted him. I felt tears begin to sting my eyes again so I just decided to look at the table.

"Aren't you going to eat",Linda asked me.

"I'm not really hungry, I think I might just go get some fresh air before classes",I said.

"Oh uh okay then. I'll see you later El",Linda said. I nodded my head in acknowledgement and then I picked my head up and my eyes form the table and I once again stupidly looked at the Slytherin table. My eyes met with the grey eyes of the Slytherin Prince and I angrily and sadly looked away and walked out of the Great Hall.

I was walking in the hall when I felt my wrist be gripped by someone and then I was being shoved into a corner in between 2 walls. When my eyes looked up and saw the platinum blonde I forcefully ripped my wrist from his grasp and tried to shove him out of the way but he only moved a bit.

"Please Ella, can we just talk? I'm sorry okay? I'm so so so sorry",Draco said. 

"Move Draco",I said angrily.

"Ella just listen. Pansy she kissed me I never-",Draco started to make up an excuse but I interrupted him before he could finish.

"I don't care. Go be with Pansy, just move the hell out of my way",I said.

"I don't want to be with Pansy, I want to be with you",Draco said and he looked at me with sad eyes but a gentle warm smile.

"Well I don't want to be with you. Not anymore. Not after what you did, not after you hurt me",I said.

"I'm sorry Ella. And I never apologize but I am apologizing. I am really truly sorry and it will NEVER happen again",Draco said.

"No Draco! Stop apologizing because I quite frankly don't bloody care. I don't want to hear your excuses and lies! I just want to go and I want you to let me! Can you do that? Can you let me go? Please",I said angrily and I felt a tear drip down my cheek and fall to the ground.

"I..",Draco started but before he could finish I successfully shoved past him and I began walking quickly down the halls.

A/N Thank you so much for reading, I can't believe we've gotten this far! 

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 01, 2022 ⏰

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