Aftereffects

Hoodie

As we finished eating breakfast Jake offered me the  shower first. I had agreed. Now I stood in the bathroom looking in the foggy mirror unsure of how to move forward. It was obvious Jake wanted to keep a distance between us and It made all the sense in the world  after all he had so much more to lose then I did. And yet it still left a feeling of hurt and insecurity.  I sighed
" It is what it is" I mumbled grabbing my dirty clothes and hair brush opening the bathroom door
" Bathrooms free'' I say walking over to my backpack and putting  my clothes in it. I needed to wash what I had or maybe get some new clothes. My shoulders slump, noticing how my last pair of jeans were starting to rip.
Yeah definitely time for new clothes. I hear the bathroom door close and the shower turn on. I groaned I needed some distance before I started letting my imagination wander. I quickly grab the sweater on the bed and head out. Putting it on I stop seeing how big it is on me and I groan I must have grabbed Jake's. I quickly walked back into the room pulling my arms out of the  sweater  as his smell invaded my nose. I  blush , pulling it over my head. I pause remembering the damn clip I put in my hair.  I mutter under my breath just as the bathroom door opens
" Is that my hoodie?" I quickly pull the hoodie down
" I thought it was mine" and my heart goes into overdrive  as  Jake stands there without a shirt. I open my mouth but nothing's coming out and I imagine I look like a fish gulping for air. I look away
" It was on the bed and I just grabbed it" I admit trying not to look over hearing Jake moving. I glance over seeing him grabbing a black shirt watching his muscles move. I had to admit  I wasn't expecting Jake to be lean and toned or for him to have the perfect amount of muscles but damn it he did. He stands up pulling his shirt on when I notice a deep cut on his shoulder.
" Jake wait" he stops
" What happened here?" I reach out touching near the wound and he flinches was it from the pain or me touching him I wasn't sure I step back
" It looks painful" I tuck my hair behind my ear
" It's nothing" he pulls his shirt down
" Sorry I shouldn't have done that  " I go to take off his hoodie, needing  to hide the look of hurt that was on my face remembering  the clip, I quickly take out my hair  I pull the hoodie off holding it out to Jake. 
" Here you go" I smile as Jake looks down taking it I move back
"Thanks for letting me have a shower first" Jake nods looking down at me he goes to say something but stops
" You're welcome Sam" I nod, walking back over to my bag and grabbing my brush.
" Sam, who is A?"