lost in my pain || 𝙃𝙐𝙀𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙆𝘼𝙄 ✔ [2]

plans

We're practicing Opening Sequence and I'm suddenly nervous about Kai being alone. I don't like it when he's alone, it makes me extremely nervous. What if Sik was hurting him? What if Kai was lying about Sik being kind and perfect? It makes me sick to just think about it. I think so much that I stumble on one of the easiest parts of the choreography. My members groan, as I just lay there on my knees and hands because I caught myself from injuring my body.

"Taehyun-ssi," The choreography guy sighs, and turns off the music with a remote. "What happened? You were doing fantastic,"

"Umm... I was overthinking," I say embarrassed. Soobin looks at me like he knows I'm thinking about Kai. In fact, I think all of us were thinking about our little penguin.

"Let's start again," We get back into positions but the next person to mess up is Beomgyu who lands on his bottom making it comedic but not. None of us laugh since we're not in a laughing mood. Instead, Beomgyu starts to cry, making all of us nervous and upset.

"Okay, let's take an hour break. You need some time." The choreo director says, patting Yeonjun on the back before whispering something into his ear. Yeonjun nods and sits down next to Beomgyu, comforting him by wrapping an arm around his shoulders as he cried into his hands. Soobin and I sat down making a circle around Beomgyu.

"Baby, it's okay," Yeonjun says softly but Beomgyu shakes his head, "What's wrong baby?"

"It's n-not o-okay," Beomgyu whimpers, tears falling down his face. "Kai's not okay," Soobin gives Yeonjun a worried look and asks why Beomgyu would think that. "I, uh, saw the document on manager-nim's desk." My eyebrows wrinkle in concern. Documents?

"What documents, jagi?" Soobin asks, trying to prod him further into speaking. What is he talking about? My heartbeat starts to pound nervously.

"It was Manager Sik...Kai's manager's folder... something about a Le Sserafim member reporting that she saw Sik hurt Kai." I flew to my feet, fists ready to fly.

"SAY WHAT?!" Yeonjun shouts, anger seeming out of his ears. I start to pace around the room, trying to figure out a way to kill Sik and still be legal. I mean it would be totally fine if someone found him in the Han River right? Dead of course...

"I TOLD you guys that Sik was trying to hurt Kai! And now he's hurt Kai!" I glare at my hyungs who look away guiltily. "Why did you have to believe Kai? That's absolutely so stupid-" Yeonjun gets to his own feet ready to yell at me probably. Of course he's going to get upset with me..

"Stop," Beomgyu orders, wiping his nose. "Stop it! We need to find a way to help Kai." I huff and put my hands on my hips.

"What are we gonna do? Kai's just gonna deny it again and again," Soobin groans, rubbing his eyes as if he was sleepy.

"We just gotta stay calm," Yeonjun mutters, laughing sarcastically. "Stay calm how I wonder.."

"We could interrupt Sik and Kai talking?" Beomgyu suggests but we all agree we have to have evidence, solid video evidence. "Wouldn't we have to see him hurting Kai though? That would be..."

"Scary," Soobin hyung finishes biting his lip. "Let's make a plan, okay?"

Once we make a plan and succeed in it, I'm going to kill that freaking son of -- Anyways, let's just say that I will talk to the guy and make sure he never sees Hybe Labels again.