♡Our, Dendrobium.♡ [ScaraKazu]

Ch. 11; -Tired Tears-

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Scaramouche looks around frantically, then he sees the asleep albino next to him, instantly hugging onto him. Sobbing words into his chest.

A loud sob echoed in the room, waking Kazuha up. He sits up as his vision instantly focuses on the raven that was crying next to him uncontrollably, muttering words like "no," or "don't go.." "wake up! You arent dead right!?". He was unsure of what to do, was he having hallucinations, a nightmare perhaps? He simply nudges Scaramouche, making sure he wakes up from the hallucinations if he was having them, then sitting him on top of his lap stroking his back.

"Hey hey.. what happend Scara? A nightmare perhaps? If so, what happend in it?" Caring and gentle as usual, like he is speaking to a child. Scaramouche finally mutters out half-proper sentences, "Don't go.. no! Please.. you can't go! [gasp for air] the dream.. it felt too real! [silent sob] I'm sorry fucks sake.."
Kazuha gives him a couple pecks on the forehead, and leaves a kiss on each tear he sees.

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The raven, truly relaxed in his touch. Yet his chest was rising up and down fastly. "Don't say sorry, crying is natural. Though it's a completly different case if you are afraid of crying yourself. But I assure you, I will never judge you. If you want, I can stay silent. And just be a stuffed animal for you?" Scaramouche wasn't even surprised anymore. He had to accept the fact that someone did care about him. So he nods, letting his body fall onto the albino's.

An hour passed, he couldn't sleep at all. He just wanted to read a book. Although.. he didint want to wake Kazuha up either. "He looks too peaceful that i even regret making a single move.." is what Scaramouche definetly thought of.
He waits a couple more minutes before escaping from Kazuha's hug, then laying him down covering with the blanket. "I'm so glad that was just a nightmare. Thank you Kazuha." Looking unsure for moment, he quickly kisses his cheek before walking away embarrassed like someone saw him do that.

Little did he know, Kazuha was fully awake.

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Y.M- "Send the investigation team over to the damaged area! Have guards around them at all times. Mothers with young children come into the grounds of the castle!"

S- "What in the Queens is happening here Yae? Why is everyone rushing over.. there?" [He looks towards the direction that the Sanganomiya Kingdom was located in. Though they were enemies, he couldn't help but worry.]

Y.M- "Apperantly The Celestial Kingdom has already made moves towards the Sanganomiya Kingdom,Queen Ei has received a letter from the Divine Priestress. They are warning us to be prepared."

S- "Okay.. but.. why is everyone rushing over there though? You gave me a completly different answer."

Y.M- "You stubborn little raven. Alright, I shall tell you then. One of the fireballs was thrown towards us, and we are investigating it to see what material we are going to go against."

S- "Let me guess.. more paperwork? What does paperwork even help us with for Queen's Sake? Sure I get the peace and trade contracts but there is one for every little thing!" [He sighs after, clearly annoyed.]

Y.M- "It's your duty as a prince Scaramouche. You can gladly step off the throne line and let one of my favorite maids have it.."

S- "Yeah no im not stepping off. Who knows how fast the Kingdom will crush down If I won't be king?"

Y.M- "A ruthless king without anyone to love?"

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"Am I right Scaramouche."

"Am I right."

"Answer me."

Answer me

Answer me

Answer me

Answer me

Answer me

Answer me

Answer me

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"GAH!"

He wakes up in a strange place, in a wooden house lying on a field of flower petals.
"No... no.."
The house lights up on fire the moment he turns his gaze to the sacred doll.

"..."

This time, he wakes up underground. Near a pool of water, having some kind of door behind. He looks forward to see his own mother walking away with 2 guards.

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S- "Yes. You are right miss." [He sighed aggressively before walking back to his suit.]

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"Kazuha, I'm back. My apologies for the long wait." No sign of the albino. Ah, the sink turned on. Guess he is there? Scaramouche sits down on the bed, frustrated. Almost pulling his hair out before he sees the door click open, just to see the person walk out. "Ah greetings Scaramouche. Sorry, didint see you there. I was washing my hands after late-lunch. Where were you by the way?" He asks, tying his hair up. Rolling his eyes, he simply tells him it was another conversation with Yae.

Kazuha nods in response, sitting next to the raven, giving him a look like he knew something was wrong with him. "I.. uhm. Had
Hallucinations again." He takes a deep breathe closing his eyes. "Hallucinations of past events I never wanted to see again." Silence, though it was comforting. "Hallucinations of the moments that.. striked me the most." He hears a sigh from the other. Before getting pulled into a hug. "Let me guess, you need to let it out? Go on, you are safe here." He spoke, again filled with such caring and gentle tones.

He wanted to push away, his brain, the voice in his head told him to push away. Yet he listened to his heart, "Don't push away". He leans in, hugging back before slowly tearing up. Letting out quiet sobs here and there. Atleast this time, Kazuha wasn't dead right?

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It had been atleast 2 hours once Scaramouche started crying, he still continued. Kazuha knew he was probably exhausted to the core, so he offers the raven to sleep, promising he will be near him. After a while of convincing Scaramouche agrees and the albino tucks him in for the night. Lighting up a sweet-scented candle and putting it onto the nightstand, he grabs a couple files to work on while the other slept.

Morning, Scaramouche wakes up in tears again, yet it was less than before. He wipes them away to see Kazuha sleeping on the desk, with signed paperwork. He slaps himself mentally for letting him do the work, especially late at night. Walking over, he gently picks up Kazuha, guiding him to the bed. Now this time he was the one tucking someone in huh? He gives a small peck on the cheek, and one on his head using the "For sweet dreams" Excuse, before walking off to train.

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A/N
Feeling angsty today..

[Word count: 1113 [including everything]