The Dirty Dancer • JJK

Chapter 16

Jimin's POV

She's perfect.

Not too clingy, independent, has an amazing sex drive, confident and sassy. And she can dance. A woman after my own heart.

From the moment I first laid eyes on her, I knew I had to have a piece of her, in whatever way that may be. And to my luck, she let me. 

I was in awe of her that day when she defended me in front of her own brother and she made my heart flutter when she agreed to give me her phone number. 

After our first time having sex in my car, I was disappointed she said we would be nothing more than a one time thing. But I didn't show it on my face. I don't show my feelings to women unless I trust them and become close with them- which is obviously not many women. Not even my two fuck-buddies as they are just for sex and nothing else. Really it's only my sister and mother.

But just because Siri said we were only a one time thing, didn't mean I couldn't keep trying to see if she would take my bait and fall for my charms.

When she didn't fall for them, I would get a little sexually frustrated but luckily one of my fuck-buddies was always available.

When Siri moved in with Kook, it was obvious she and him had some sort of attraction to each other. They always looked at each other and smiled at each other lovingly.

Such a shame Kook was already in a relationship... not.

It just made things more interesting when I flirted with her in front of him.

But then I started to really get to know her and couldn't stop my heart from fluttering on the odd occasion for her, even though I knew her heart was fluttering for someone else.

When Kook told us his wonderful lie, I was ecstatic. It was my chance to get Siri to see me as something else other than a playboy and maybe move her attention off Kook and onto me.

It took only three nights of pretending to be her boyfriend that made me really want her. I had to make her mine and so I did. 

I know she most likely said yes to distract herself from Kook but I didn't mind. I would try to sway her so her feelings would be for me only.

It seemed like she had moved on from Kook after all and was really into me because she's been pretty attentive to my needs and made the effort to keep me happy and be a good girlfriend.

The past month or so with her has been amazing. And to my surprise, I have become the clingy one. Even more so after that day she drowned- and we hadn't even been together a week at that point. It seemed as though she didn't mind and liked that I was all over her. I never thought I would be that way with a woman but here I was. 

I really wanted to be a good boyfriend for Siri so I told my fuck-buddies that I'm no longer available and that I'm in a relationship. One didn't give a shit which was great, but the other was pretty upset about it.

I think she thought there was something between us and thought we would eventually get together. Boy was she delusional.

Before she even became my fuck-buddy I had established that that was all we were so I don't know how or why she thought we would ever be anything more. I blocked her number after that and kept a mental note to myself to never have her as a fuck-buddy again if things don't work out between me and Siri.

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I've been working quite long hours lately, teaching choreography to a group of trainee idols. They're a new boy group coming out soon and so I have to get them ready.