Desolation

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i saw her eyes when i realized she was right. maybe i wasn't inlove, i was just used to being inlove. i bit my lip as tzuyu pushed my hand away and left my office, running.

i was silent- no. i didn't know what to say, what to act, or what to do. maybe i should give her some space for now.

it would've been like that when i ran towards her, why does my heart and mind have separate mindsets? "tzuyu!" we were catching everyones attentions as i was already shouting her name trying to get her to turn around and face me.

and when i finally caught her, i had no plans of letting her go, i didn't even notice that we were already on the groundfloor where cars park, "tzuy- please." she was trying so hard to break-free from my hand, i didn't want to hurt her more, so i let her go expecting she would ran off to her car, but she was still infront of me hanging her head down low.

"what a fool am i, right?" tzuyu scoffed as i was ready to face her desolation

"you didn't love me, jungkook. you did the same reason on why jieun dated you. you're the person you hated and look at me! i still love you even when i lose myself trying to. i would advise my heart to break up with you but i can't hate you! i want to move on yet you're pulling me backward trying to suffocate the love i've given you! you didn't love me. you just failed trying to replace the person you truly loved."

i couldn't utter words nor sentences. i saw her turn her head back and realized we were in the same place where we fell in love but now, this is where she fell out of it.

i swallowed when her words really struck from my mind, seeing how she walked i still wanted to expect that she would turn her head back and come back to me.

jungkook sniffed as he didn't notice that he, himself was already crying his heart out, for the second time. he was ready to get back from the hospital when a car light was shining towards to tzuyu.

shit. i'm not going to fuck this time around.

jungkook ran quick towards to the person he let go as he pushed her letting the car hit him, instead of her. tzuyu was a bit surprised when she was thrown out form the side, and as she looked backward,

jungkook was ready to accept his fate as he closed his eyes but the car didn't hit an impact from him, instead a hard push was received.

as he open his eyes, blood was already in his hands. again. jungkook was trembling from shock as he crawled towards her, but before he could say anything, he held her hand trying to remember all the good times with her, from within those 3 months.

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"jungkook, stop!" it was their first winter together, as tzuyu was screaming his name, "stop wobbling me i might fall!" jungkook smiled as they were ice skating together, "don't worry, I'll catch you always baby." tzuyu laughed as she then laughed with him,

they were both pretty pros when the sun went down, tzuyu pouted as she remembered their schedules were not matching again, "hey, whats with the sudden pout?" jungkook took his jacket and put it toward to tzuyu, "I'll miss you."

jungkook smiled as he stole a cheeky peck from her, "me too, baby." tzuyu smiled as she suddenly sneeze back from his face

he dragged her towards her and bought hot chocolate for the both of them, "drink this, i don't want you to get cold and might risk a potential sickness!" tzuyu forget that this bunny is overproctective whenever he suddenly hears her getting a cold, sneeze, and a cough.

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"aaaaaah!" tzuyu was unbothered by the scary haunted house but this cookie was all screams. "i don't want to do this anymore tzu!"

tzuyu laughed at her cute boyfriend as she led the way towards the exit, they were about to exit, when a guy took off his mask and revealed a handsome face. tzuyu didn't care. but someone else did.

"can you get out of the way? me and my girlfriend are about exit." he made sure that he emphasize the word, girlfriend which made the guy nod and turned left pointing at the exit,

jungkook was pretty upset with tzuyu as he thought that she was attracted to the random guy, "hey-hey. stop being jealous koo. here."

tzuyu bought cotton candy that resembled and shaped like a bunny in mad, she smiled cheekingly as he grabbed it and started to eat the bunnys face.

"i'm still upset, you know."

tzuyu chuckled as she knew he wanted a kiss, so as she did, she take a piece of the cotton candy and smashed their lips together containing sweetness and sugar.

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those were true good memories. and is a lifetime to get back at. but at last, he heard fainted screams and shock, but that stopped whereas he couldn't hear anything anymore as he fainted and laid with her.

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this chapter bruh who writes this much angst