Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter thirteen movie pt. two

Hello there children of the internet it is currently 9:58 Am from where I'm writing this rn and I just wanted to say sorry if some of the story dosent make sense I quite literally just woke up. But anyways I love you all so much and I just wanted to say thank you byeeee!
Tw: mention of cutting themselves and mental abuse.
Ranboos pov*

I don't really know why I did that when tubbo came back I guess somthing just told me to do it. I walk over to him and hug him from behind gently kissing his cheek. "I'm sorry I did that bee I don't know why I did that I'm sorry." "That's ok boo I was the one that said that you didn't need to ask me and that statement still stands. But d-" I cut him off mid sentence by kissing him he kissed back after he prossesd what was going on. "Tubo?" "Hm" "I love you you mean everything to me your MY honney bee no one else's." I said hugging him. "Boo do you want to stargaze while we listen to music?" He asked looking up at me "haha sure" I said giggling. He got his earbuds and gave me one side while he got the other side he connected them to his phone and before he played the music we went outside and walked to the the back porch because that one didn't have a roof over it ( I guess idk I'm tired rn lol) and there was a couch big enough for two people To lay on it. So we layed down next to eachother and tubbo started playing my favorite songs on it like cabinet man by lemon demon. Somhow He mesmerized all my favorite songs and put them in a playlist "you remembered my favorite songs??" I asked "yeah I did I love the music you like I listen to it all the time because it reminds me of you." He said nervously. "Why are you nervous bee?" I said "well because before I met you I was dating this guy called Aaron and... well.. He would never let me kiss him witch is why I somtimes take advantage of kissing you. And when I saved his favorite songs into a playlist he would just get mad and leave. He would leave me wondering what I did wrong and how to fix myself for him. And when we slept he would push me away when I tried to cuddle him. And he would always say that everything I did was selfish, body shame me, say the most effensive stuff to me, and he would hit me a lot. And it made me cut and rethinking myself because I loved that bitch of a boyfriend! Not only that but I believed everything he said about me. And that was threeyears of my life waisted on him." He said crying a little bit. I sat up with him and used my sweater to wipe his tears and gently kissed him. "Bee you know that I would never do or say that to you come here. I said hugging him very very tight "I k-know but i-it's just the memorys they've never g-gone away some times I still cut myself just because o-of the things he did to me." He said sobbing into my chest and clenching onto my shirt. "Bee your ok I'm here I've got you but please never cut yourself again if you feel like your going to just please let me know so that way I can help you feel better" I said rubbing conferring circels on his back and kissing the top of his head. "Just hearing your voice boo your voice is what makes me feel better your voice heals me even if it's not physical it dose. And I love that about you. I love you in general. He says he just lays on my chest. Eventually we go back to our living room and watch another movie and fall asleep in eachothers arms "I love you so much. More than you know." Is the last thing I thought before I fell asleep.

Well guys that will be it for now I gotta go to sleep cuz I gotta go to school tommorow the weakend went to fast but see you all tomorrow byeeeeeeee!!!!