Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

Chapter 95.

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Tubbo's pov* tw: mention of suicide.

I woke up in Ranboo's very very tight grasp. He has to leave today, I don't want him to but he has to, I know he loves his job and I'm happy for him. I woke him up so he wouldn't be late. "Boo, you gotta get up." I said tiredly with my voice cracking from being sick. "Hmm? Wha- oh yeah." He said. He got up and went to the bathroom, a few minutes later he came out. He came to me and stood in front of me. "Are you gonna be ok without me here with you?" He asked me. "Yeah, I'll be fine." I said with my voice cracking. "Ok, I love you." He kissed me for a few minutes until he let go, I pecked his mouth a couple of times as he was pulling away. "I love you, I'll be back in a little bit!" He said as he hugged me and walked out. I sat on the bed already missing him. I laid back down and tried to go to sleep to pass the time.

Time skip 4-5 hours brought to you by from ashes to new.

Ranboo's pov*

Today was very tiring and exhausting, but that was ok I got to go home. I got home and went inside, I set my keys down and went upstairs. "Bee I'm home.." I said as I opened our bedroom door to see that was asleep. I walked to the bed and he was holding my pillow that was slightly tear stained. I took it from him and laid down, I put my hand on his forehead to see if he was feeling any better. It wasn't as warm but still pretty warm. He shifted in his sleep and it's almost like it was on instinct that he grabbed me and pulled me closer. "I love you." I whispered. "I missed you.." He said softly. He looked up at me and kissed me, I kissed back. He didn't really pull out of it for a while, which I didn't mind at all. Eventually though he did as he was breathing heavily. I hugged him tighter and brought him closer to me. "I missed you too." "I love you, I'm sorry I didn't say it back." He said. "Hey no need to be sorry. You were just tired and probably didn't hear me." I said. I sat up with him and kissed him. He pulled away and laid down placing his head on my lap. He starred up at me looking me in the eyes. "What are you thinking about bee?" I asked. "What kind of miracle brought me to you.." He said. "Ranboo, I love you so much. You know that day you came back, that was the day that I was going to kill myself. You have no idea how much you've saved me, even before I killed Aaron. You saved me so many times I can't thank you enough.." "Aw.. Tubbo, I-" he kissed me. "Shh, don't say anything. I just wanted you to know that, I just wanted you to listen because you really have Ranboo, you saved me way more times than I can count." He said. He say up as he held my face, he kissed me a lot. "Tubbo-" "Tubbo please-" I tried to say. I held his wrists so he would stop. "Tubbo please, I want to speak." I said. I let go of him. "I'm not gonna say anything about it ok? But just know that you saved me too." I hugged him and he hugged back. "I'm gonna lay down for a while." I said. "Ok, I love you." He said as he played with my hair. "Me too my love, I love you too." I said as I slowly but surely drifted off to sleep.

Hello raindrops just wanted to drop in and say hi! I love you all so much and don't forget to take care of yourselves! BYYEEEE! LOVE YOU GUYS!