Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter 52. he doesn't deserve this.

  TW:fluff.* also if your wondering what the title of the chapter is referring to its referring to the first part

Ranboo's POV*

I woke up but didn't feel the presence of my bee beside me. I got up and went to look for him. I went downstairs and looked in the living room. He wasn't there. I looked in the kitchen. He wasn't there. I went back upstairs and knocked on the bathroom door. No response. I then looked in the upstairs living room. He was sleeping on the couch but he was shivering. I got a blanket that was in my closet that I wasn't using and carefully placed it on him so he wouldn't wake up. I turned on the TV I sat on the floor and watched the news I guess there wasn't much to do. A little while later he woke up and sat up a little bit. "G-Good morning." He said nervously. I tilted my head up looked at him and smiled softly. "Good morning my love. How did you sleep?" I asked. "Not that well I was cold all night." He said as he wrapped the blanket around his shoulders and dug his head into it. "Why did you sleep on the couch with no blanket?" I asked. "Because I had to when you rolled over in your sleep you would hug me by my waist and I made me uncomfortable so I got up I wasn't thinking about a blanket." He said still nervous to talk to me. "Bee why are you nervous to talk to me? D-Do you not trust me?" I asked. "I mean I don't know anymore... I don't know who to trust." He said looking down. I lifted his chin and looked him in the eyes. "You can trust me. I promise I will never hurt you or even come close to hurting you tubbo. I love you and that will never change. I promise you can trust me. I love you." "I know you do but... Sometimes it just doesn't feel like you hugging me. Instead it feels like it's Aaron or Lucas." He said looking away from me. "Oh baby come here..." I said sitting on the couch beside him and hugged his shoulders so he wouldn't be uncomfortable. "I promise you I'll never hurt you. And I promise you, you can trust me." I started crying a little bit. "I'm so sorry you had to go through this. At no point in time you should feel like you can't trust me. I'm so sorry. But I love you very much and I mean that ok?" I said.

Time skip a month or two brought to you by ✨ur mom✨

Tubbo's POV*

Not everything is back to normal. I mean I've grown back to physical touch but... I don't know. Ranboo keeps asking if he can hug me I say yes most of the time but sometimes it doesn't feel like him even though I know it is. But could you blame me like someone that I trusted did something to me that broke my trust between anyone... Even the one I love most. I sat there deep in thought. I was eventually snapped out of it by Ranboo. "Hey love, are you ok?" He asked me. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine. I'm just thinking." I said. "It's bothering you isn't it?" He asked me. I hugged him laying my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me. "It's ok I'm here your ok." He said in a comforting way. "I love you Ranboo. thank you for making me feel like I can trust you." I said calmly as I hugged him a little bit tighter. He kissed the top of my head and let go of me but I still clung to him. "Hey bee is it ok if I kiss you?" He asked me. I nodded and tilted my head back so he could kiss me. He did and then he got up. "Where are you going?" I asked. "No where I'm just going upstairs." He said. "Can I come?" I asked him. He nodded and I got up and followed him. We went to the upstairs living room and sat on the couch. I cuddled him and lightly kissed his cheek. He kissed the top of my head and and hugged me. I love his hugs they made me feel safe. We were watching a movie when the power Abruptly went out it was pitch black. "Boo?" I said looking up at him. "Its ok bee I promise." He got up and took my hand. He carefully lead me downstairs and opened the door and walked outside with me. It's was a little bit cold outside but it was refreshing. I still hugged him to keep myself a little bit warm I feel a little bit more safe when I'm warm. He grabbed my hands and spun around. "My special little bee." He said as he pulled me into his arms. He swayed back and forth with me in his arms. He then grabbed my hand and twirled me. After I stopped twirling he dipped me and very gently he kissed me. I kissed back and he pulled me back up with his hand still on my waist. About 2 hours later the power came back on and we went back inside and went to bed.

Hello everyone to the people reading this this is just a filler chapter but I'm going to be posting the real chapter in a few days. But anyways I love you all so much and I hope you had a good day and make sure to take care of yourselves BYEEEE!!

-Reagan/Heather