Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter 15.

What's up guys? I just got home from school and to be honest I'm very exhausted but I will do my best to write this chapter. Byee!! Tw: attempt of cutting themselves.

Ranboos pov*

After we both got up I hugged him tightly from behind "I love you bee" I said laying my head on his. He held my hands "I love you too" he said. we heard his phone go off so I let go of him so he could go check it. He sat on the arm of the couch and checked his phone. I don't know what the message was or who it was from but he threw his phone down and ran down stairs crying. So I followed him he was talking to himself about something so hid behind the wall so he wouldn't see me but I could see and hear him. "I can't believe he's doing this again it's not even worth it he knows that I don't like him anymore and I made that very clear when we broke up. I'm in love with somone else. Ranboo" he said. I watched as he picked up a knife stared at it and brought it up to his wrist. "BEE NO PLEASE DON'T." I yelled coming from behind the wall. He looked at me and realized what he was doing "please don't I can't see you this way please just talk to me what happened?" I said in tears. He dropped the knife he was holding accidentally cutting his foot but that didn't matter to him though he just sprinted over to me and fell onto his kneese "I'm so so sorry Ranboo I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!!!" I just sat there holding him close to me because I didn't want him to cry. After a few minutes he stopped crying "Bee what's wrong what's on your mind? I asked he just got up and told me to follow him once we got upstairs he got his phone and handed it to me and told me I could read the message.
                       Aaron
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Aaron:
Tubbo I love and miss you please come back I promise I've changed.
                                                 
                                                        Tubbo:
No I've told you already I don't love you anymore plus I'm already dating somone right now I'm not interested.

                                                  Aaron :
Oh come on they will never love you like I can. I mean what dose he do?!

                                                 Tubbo :
Hah glad you asked.
He dosent body shame me, he dosent bring me down all the time, he dosent make me feel depressed every single time I see him, he dosent throw effensive words at me. Oh he also lets me kiss and hug him, he lets me cuddle him, he dosent hit me, and I feel safe and loved when I'm in his arms wich is something you never did I wish I never dated you you asshole.

                                                  Aaron :
Yeah well your selfish, you look like a whale, your greedy, and you sure as hell don't deserve somone like that I hope he leaves you and I hope you fucking die.!!! Your a usless peice of shit I never loved you.

                
Normal again sorry about that 😅😅
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I put his phone down and just stood there speechless. He ran over to me and hugged me pulling me on the ground with him wrapping his legs around me and dug his head into my chest. "Are you gonna leave me like he said?" He asked sobbing "Oh no no no no I'm not leaving you why would you believe him?" I said hugging him "because everything he's said to me comes true and I won't be surprised if you do because he's right I don't deserve you and I am usless maybe I should die it would make everything better for me, you, him, and the world." He said sobbing into my chest. " TUBBO!!!! Don't you ever say that I love you for you and I'm never leaving you tubbo I need you I love you there's no one else that can ever or come close to taking your place. Please please never say that again I'm here and I'm not leaving." I said trying to calm him down. "Can we please just stay like this for a while I just need to calm down I love you too Ranboo please don't leave me I need you." He said holding me much tighter than before "of course tubbo I'm always here for you I'm never leaving."

Well hope you enjoy sorry if it was sad I've just been kinda sad today and when I write I just write what my emotion is so byeee and thank you all love you.