Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter 46.

Ranboo's POV*

I woke up and Tubbo was snuggled into my back. I don't remember much of last night except that Tubbo came home my head was hurting a lot and I still had the taste of wine in my mouth. I hated that taste and I hate myself for drinking it. I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a shower I forgot to get cloths as soon as I took my shirt off (he still had pants on ya fuck's.) So I walked out of the bathroom to get cloths out of the closet thinking that Tubbo was still asleep. "Uhhhh R-Ranboo?" I heard him ask from behind me. I immediately turned red in embarrassment and slowly turned around. "Yes dear?" I said scratching the back of my neck. "Are you doing this to tease me or are you trying to find cloths?" He asked. "I-I uh W-wah uhm I-I-" I stuttered because I was flustered by that sentence. He walked closer to me and hugged me and I melted into it. "Also are you ok you were acting weird last night when I came home." He said as he held me. "Oh my god I didn't hit you did I?" I asked concerned as I looked at him to make sure there weren't any marks where I might have hit him. There was only one it was on his neck. I quickly pulled him back into a hug and kissed the top of his head. "Did I do that? Did I make that mark on your neck by hitting you?" I asked. "Did you make the mark? Yes. Did you hit me? No." He said back. "But how did I do it?" I asked. "You kissed me right there remember?" He said. I looked down. "Not really I don't remember much from last night." I said quietly. "But can I get some clothes to take a shower?" I asked. "Mmmm no." He said. "Please? I really need one." I said. "Ugh fine..." He said then he quickly kissed my nose and let me go. I got the clothes and took a shower. Once I got done I got dressed combed my hair and went down stairs and sat beside Tubbo. I leaned and hugged him and laid my head on his lap. "I'm glad you're home... " I said softly. "I'm happy to be home as well." He said playing with my hair. I sat up and continued to hug him tightly. "Are you ok love?" He asked me. "Yeah I'm fine... Why I can't hug my boyfriend?" I said. "No you can I just wanted to know you were ok." He said. He put his hand on mine and rubbed it. I kissed his cheek and laid my head on his shoulder. "I'm ok bee I promise." I said as I put my arms around his neck to hug him. "Hey bee I have a question and I want you to be completely honest with me ok." "What is it?" He asked. "Did I hit you last night? If I did please tell me." I said. "Boo you didn't hit me. I know that even if you were drunk you wouldn't hurt me." "But may I ask why your worried about this?" He asked me. "Because J-Jake used to do that to me and I wanted to make sure I didn't hurt you like he did me..." I said quietly. "Aww boo your ok... I know that you wouldn't do that to me and I would never do that to you." "I know you wouldn't but I don't want to be like him. I'm sorry I was drinking I hated it but I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop." "It's ok I don't mind I just don't want you doing it again that's all." He said. He put his phone down and leaned against me and held me tight. I liked it when he hugged me to comfort me. They were warm and had meaning. "Hey?" he looked up at me as he said that. "What?" I asked. "I love you." "Who?" I asked jokingly. "The ceiling. You, you idiot!" He said as he kissed my nose. "I know, I was teasing." I said. "Hey I'll be right back." He said as he got up. "Ok." I said. A few minutes later he came back with one of my hoodies on. He sat on my lap and hugged me. I hugged him back and he laid his head on my chest. "Why us your heart beating so fast?" He asked. "Because I'm paranoid that I hit you. And I don't wanna be like him." I said as I held onto him. "But you didn't hit me. Your not like him and you never will I promise I know you. The only thing you did was beg me to forgive you and hug me all night." He said. "You promise I didn't hit you?" I asked "baby you didn't hit me I promise you." he said. He kissed me and I kissed back. "Hey how about we go on a walk to get your mind off things?" He asked. "Yeah sure I can go for walk." I said as I got up. I got a sweater and we walked out the door it was very cold outside but it felt nice it felt refreshing. "Hey boo guess what?" "What?" I asked. "IIIIIIIIII love you!!" He said happily. "I love you more." I said as I pulled him close. And went on the walk.

Hi rain drops I just wanted to thank you guys again for all of the support. But sorry this one's short I'll pick up on it Tomorrow. BYEEE!!!!