Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter 88. Planning?

Ranboo's pov*

I was worried about Tubbo, when he said he was dizzy I jumped up and ran to him. I wanted to make sure he was ok. When my eyes were green last night he looked into them for a while when he held my face, if someone looks into them for a certain amount of time it can make them dizzy.. Or it can really damage their eyes. Maybe he's ok though he should be fine. I wanted to start planning our wedding.. I mean we haven't really talked about it, but I want to marry him and I'm sure that he wants to as well.. I think, maybe I don't know. But maybe it's too soon, I want to but I don't want to push anything on him. I started to get stresses out. I walked outside and walked for a little bit. I calmed down after about 30 minutes. I went back inside and sat on the couch. I had a few pieces of paper out to plan, some of them were moved. One of them had a little note on it.

Do you really want to plan it? I thought that you didn't want to yet so I never asked you about it but if you're worried about me not wanting to I really do want to.

The note read. I was kinda relieved but I was also scared because I don't know how to plan a wedding! What if I do something completely wrong? What if it just doesn't work out? I can't lose him after coming this far! I was so worried but also calm? How dose that make sense?! I don't know if we should do it right now. "Hey bee?" I called out. He came downstairs and hugged me. "Yeah?" he asked. "Well I'm sure you already know what I've been thinking about considering you wrote this note, but uh.. I want to I just don't know if we should right now." I said. He looked at me. "Hey it's ok! I can wait. I guess I'll have to plan how to steal your name later." He said. I didn't really catch on at first but I thought for a second and put the pieces together. When I realized my heart felt like it skipped a beat and I started to blush. "U-Uhm o-ok." I somehow managed to get out. He just smiled and walked away getting what he wanted. I stood there not really knowing what to do, I felt like a kid in class that didn't know where the paper was or didn't know what the teacher said. I felt like I was waiting to be instructed to do something. "Why are you just standing there?" He asked. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. Out of everything he could of said in that conversation I was not expecting that. I felt like I was gonna die. "Are you ok?" He asked. I squeaked trying to speak and that just made me blush even more out of embarrassment. "Aww" he laughed. I couldn't move I was paralyzed and I was getting nervous. "What's happening to me?! What did he do to me?" I thought. "Was it something I said?" He asked. "Y-Yes! Don't P-pretend y-y-you don't know!" I managed to get out stuttering. He walked to me and wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me. "I mean, I meant it." He said. He kissed me again and walked upstairs. "What the fuck?! What was that supposed to mean? I mean I know what it means but still, WHAT THE HELL?" I thought. I was freaking out. I finally moved and walked back outside. I walked to the park and back. When I walked back inside I saw another not on the table. I read it.

I'll steal your name one day and I can't wait.. ;)

"Ahh stop!" I said. He came downstairs laughing. "Its priceless to see your face when I say stuff like that!" He said still giggling. "Oh is it now?" I asked. I started to chase him around and eventually caught him. I picked him up and held him. "No please put me down!" He yelled. I put him down but didn't let go of him. He broke out of my arms and tackled me. I didn't fall like I normally did. He very lightly kissed my neck and hugged me. "Why are you so tall?" He asked. "I'm not tall you're just short." I said. He laughed and hugged me tighter. I moved my fingers through his hair as I kissed him. "I love you." He said. I smiled and kissed him one more time and let him go, but he didn't let me go. "Bee!" I said. "Whaaatt?" He whined. "Can you let go of me so I can lay down?" I asked. He shook his head and gripped the back of my shirt tighter. I laid down anyway and kissed his forehead. I eventually fell asleep with him in my arms, the way it was supposed to be.