Let This Last Forever...| Beeduo

chapter 74.

Tubbo's pov*

He still hugged me and I didn't let go. I couldn't always tell that I hurt him because he was so good at hiding it. But I know that I hurt him a lot even if it isn't physically... I still do. "Ranboo?" I asked looking up at him. He looked back to let me know he was listening. "D-do I hurt you?.. Mentally?" I asked. His eyes widened. "Don't lie to me please.. I can tell by the look in your eyes that I do." I said. He opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off. "Stop.. Don't say anything because I know your gonna deny it.. So please." I begged. He just looked at me waiting for what I was gonna say. "Ranboo, I'm sorry for the way I treat you. I always feel like I'm not good enough, I always doubt myself, and I let my thoughts get the best of me and I know that it hurts you. And I don't want to... I just want you to feel loved." I said. He smiled and kissed me but I was so confused that I didn't kiss back. "Bee, you do make me feel loved though. And you don't hurt me if anything you help me." He said and kissed me again. "But boo.. I need to stop doing what I-" he put his finger over my mouth so I couldn't speak. "You need to stop talking, because I'm fine, we're fine, everything is perfectly fine." He said. "Are you sure? Because I don't want you to pretend that it's ok and not tell me what I need to do to change something about myself so I don't make you-" he kissed me. "Baby.. I promise I'm ok you don't need to change anything about yourself." He said. "You promise?" I asked. He nodded and hugged me. "Thank you. For listening to me and not ignoring me." I said slightly muffled. "It's ok. And your welcome, I'm never gonna ignore something you need to talk to me about." We sat there for a few minutes hugging each other and he eventually got up. "Where are you going?" I asked. "Downstairs." He said walking out of the bedroom. I still say on the bed with my head against the wall thinking. About thirty minutes later he came back and sat down with me. "Hey honeybee." He said as he side hugged me. "Hey love, is there something you need?" I asked. "Yes.. Can I have a kiss?" He asked. I shook my head. "Please?" He begged. "No." "Please?" He begged again. I shook my head again. "Fine.." He said. He pulled me down and kissed me. He pulled away and hugged me again. I laughed a little bit and rubbed his hand. "I love you Ranboo." I said as I looked him in the eyes. He smiled. "I love you too Tubbo." He laid down and I continued to sit against the wall. "Do you wanna lay down?" He asked. "No but I will if you want me to." I said. "No it's ok you don't have to if you don't want to I was just asking." He said. "But do you want me to?" I asked. "Yeah but if you don't want to you don't have to." He said. I laid down anyway and rubbed his shoulder. "Baby.. Are you sure you want to lay down?" He asked. "Yeah I'm sure.. I was just indecisive sorry." "Oh.. Ok and it's ok." He said back. Sometimes I feel bad when I say that I don't wanna do something with him I don't know why I guess I feel guilty. "I love you..." He said as he rolled over. "I love you too." I quickly kissed him and hugged him. Eventually he fell asleep and I stayed awake for a little longer until I couldn't hold my eyes open.

Ranboo's pov*

I woke up I didn't really know what time it is. I looked down at Tubbo had his head resting against my chest. He looked so cute. The way he cuddled me was in a way I couldn't get up. "Hmm..." He hummed and gripped my hoodie tighter. I lightly kissed his head and swept his bangs to the side of his face. I hugged him and rubbed the back of his head. His hair was soft and it smelled like flowers. Just then he started to wake up. I pretended to be asleep still before he opened his eyes. "Good afternoon love." He whispered. He gently kissed me and got up so I pretended to wake up. "Good afternoon love." He said as he hugged me. "Good afternoon bee." I held his hand and lightly kissed it. "What a gentleman." He said in a mocking voice. "Oh shush." "No.. I don't want to." I rolled my eyes and got up. He turned around to walk away but I caught him and hugged him from behind. "Hey why are you in such a hurry?" I said "I'm not." He said back. He turned around and pulled me into a kiss. "Is that what you wanted Mr. Clingy?" He asked. "Yeah but I want more!" I begged. He seemed to ignore that. "Please one more kiss?" I begged again. He quickly kissed me again and let go. "Not exactly what I meant but I'll take it." I said quietly. He looked fake annoyed and kissed me again but made it last longer. "Happy now?" He asked. I nodded. "Thank you. I love you!" I said. "Your welcome and I love you too." He said back and let go of me and walked away. "Ohh if only you knew how much I love you.." I whispered to myself. Just then he came back into the room and leaned against the doorframe. "Hey boo, I'll be back in a little bit.. I uhh I'm gonna go to the mall and get some stuff." He said. "Ok I love you be careful." I said. He hugged me and lightly kissed me. "Love you too, I'll be back soon." He said as he let go and walked downstairs. I heard the door shut and watched as he left.