Time in Between (Completed)

Chapter 8 - Don't cry

“I’m trying to be a good husband. Gusto kong magbago for you.”

Ilang segundo rin akong natigil sa mga tinuran niya habang siya ay diretso lang na nakatingin sa harap. I can sense that he can’t look at me. Is he really changing? For me? Am I really the reason kaya gusto niyang magbago?

If that’s it bakit ko naman hindi paniniwalaan, sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanya nagiging tanga na nga ako kaya hindi na iyon dahilan para hindi ako umasa pa na darating ang araw gaya nito.

And here it is, nangyayari na. Handa na siyang tanggapin ako sa buhay niya. I just prayed that all of this and his words were true.

He guide my back up to our room not breaking the kiss mula nung pumasok kami, hindi na ako nag-alinlangan pa dahil siguro naman ay nakatulog na si Manang.

He swiftly twist the doorknob when we got there, but he stops at mataman akong tiningnan. “Believe me this time that I am only thinking about you Zsarina,” he said.

Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang sayang nararamdaman ngayon ng aking puso.

We slowly take our steps inside hanggang sa isandal niya ako sa isang pinto. He then holds my hands at iniharap ang sarili namin sa salamin near our walk in closet. Him, hugging me at the back.

Looking at our reflection, he began kissing my neck up to my earlobe that makes me tremble. I can feel his hot breathing, hawak niya ang kamay ko while resting the other on my shoulder. My eyes are widely open at nakikita ko ang bawat galaw niya. And it feels so good.

He continued kissing my everything habang nakatingin sa mga repleksyon namin. I am now feeling the warmth of his hands na yumakap sa akin at ang isa ay humaplos na sa braso ko sliding the strap of my dress.

“Bear a child honey,” he whispered.

Hindi ko na nagawang kontrahin ang sinabi niya nang iharap nito ang mukha ko sa kanya to kiss my lips. How am I supposed to believe him if he wants me to bear a child. Ano ba talagang nasa utak niya!

We parted and told me what he wants na siyang sumagot naman sa mga katanungan ko. “This is not just about having sex for you to bear a child. It’s new for me though, but I am sure that this is not just us, having sex for nothing...” he said in whisper. “I want you now.”

I just saw myself in the mirror na ladlad na ang isang strap ng suot ko revealing mine. Tuluyan iyong dumulas at bumagsak sa mga paa ko. He then let my body faced him at yakap akong iginiya sa kama.

Slowly, he caressed my back to carefully lay down. He’s now on my top and takes off his clothes that quick. My mind’s screaming, this is what I wanted! Though we do this normally na ay ibang iba ngayon.

He lick my neck down to my breast na ngayon ay kumawala na when he unbuckled my bra. Bumaba ang halik niyang iyon sa aking tiyan down to my thighs and that pleasure I’m feeling is beyond to what I expect.

He then he look at me. “‘You ready?”

I did not answer him but he thrust his thing anyway. And damn this sweet night of us, it feels so good feeling his whole inside me. A moan escaped from my mouth, feeling all the pleasure he gave. He thrust deeper as I hug my thighs through him.

"Ohh, deeper Greg," my mind betrays.

His thrust became deeper and faster as I moan all the pleasure. I felt his love through his kisses. And our intercourse is so much desirable.

We both feel each other’s warmth as we felt our climax. He thrust the last plunge and let his body rest on mine.

We’re both panting when we parted. He covered my body as he let my head rest on his arms. Hinayaan niya din akong yakapin siya. “I love you Greg,” and my eyes were off as I feel drowsiness.