Yami barely gets any sleep, her mind running 500mph
"F#ck it" Yami gets out of bed, going to the kitchen
She rips a glass out of the cabinet, pouring herself a glass of milk, with a few ounces of vodka...pretty much the rest of the bottle
"...Ohhhh, that's the sh!t" Yami winces, sighing of relief
She stares at the counter
Yami sits down, resting her head
"Yami?" Alayna asks
Yami ignores her
"Tell me about it" Alayna sits beside her
Yami shakes her head, puts a jacket on, and rushes outside, she swings the door open so hard that as she leaves, it shuts itself
She puts her hands in her pockets and starts walking quickly through the town, trying to walk off steam
"Hey, what-you alright?" Alayna tries to keep up with her
"Don't talk to me" Yami looks ticked off, continuing to power-walk
"What'd I do?" Alayna stops
Yami gnashes her teeth together, kicking a pot over
"Yami, what the hell is wrong?" Alayna asks
"Get out of my head" Yami commands
"Wh-o-why?" Alayna asks
"Did I stutter?" Yami's eyes start turning black
"I'm not-" Alayna starts to say
"I need-some alone time, just some true, legit, me time" Yami explains
"...Alright" Alayna disconnects from Yami, immediately regretting it
Yami sighs, nodding her head
She walks off again, into a bar
"Gimme a f#cking-whatever's your strongest" Yami taps the table
"This early?" The bartender makes the mistake of asking
"I'll get the f#cking thing myself if you don't" Yami stares at the bar
"Alright, miss" The bartender takes a bottle of liquor from the top shelf
He starts to pour it in a glass
Yami rips the bottle out of his hand
She starts chugging from the bottle
Yami stares at bar table again
The bartender sighs, washing another glass
Yami bites her lip, starting to cry
"Why the f#ck did this all happen? I just...I just want mom back, dad...I should've just stayed a f#cking cat, why? WHY?" She slams her fist on the table, cupping her face
Yami starts drinking her pain away
"You-you got a-a cig?" Yami asks the bartender, still crying
The bartender takes out a cigarette carton. giving her a lit cigarette
Yami starts smoking in, inhaling deep
"What do I do? I can't be a leader, I can't be dependable.....hell, I'm not, I'm just a f#cking spineless whore, why'd I even come back?" She starts talking to herself
"I'm trying, I really am...you can tell, right?" Yami wipes her tears
"Not really" The bartender shakes his head
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Chaos In a Nutshell: Fresh-ish Start
FanfictionWe've got new people, new crap, new everything, almost everything. If you're new to this series, this is a good book to start on...even if it is 100 chapters long. Still, Yami comes back on a main search and rescue of her friend, Troy. Flake and her...
