Letters to Niall

one

dear niall,

i have decided to write letters to you, because why not? i know you may never read these, but that's okay. you've been gone so long, and i have to get these emotions out some how. i just constantly feel like i'm about to explode, you wouldn't believe it.

i can't even comprehend how big you guys are. i was sitting is class the other day and i heard these girls behind me talking about how cute that harry guy was. all of the boys seem lots of fun, and i'm so glad you found better people to associate with. i never understood why you ever were interested in me.

i'm so happy your finding what you want to do in life. i still haven't seemed to find where my life is headed, but i hope i will soon.

it's very lonely around here. without your smile and positive attitude, everyone just seems so gloomy.

i miss your laugh; how it would ring in my ears like music when i or someone said something slightly funny.

i miss your lame jokes. like that one about the banana and the monkey. it wasn't even that funny to be honest, i just loved to see you laugh and have a good time.

i miss your voice. not only your amazing singing voice, but your soothing talking voice as well. like when we would stay up all night talking, not caring if we had to get up the next morning. or like when i was in a bad mood, and you would sing to me. oh how i miss your voice. i swear, every time you would start singing, it was like the rain stopped and the birds started singing too.

i always knew that you'd be big one day, but you never believed me. i will admit that i never believed that you would be this big, but i am so proud.

i hope to see you again some day, maybe meet your new friends, have a picnic like old times.

sometimes i wish you'd never left, but then i see you so happy and i just feel so happy for you.

i just want to tell you one more thing before i'm called down to dinner,

i miss you.

forever yours,
addison

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Alright part one yay :)

just so you know, Kaya Scodelario will be playing addison. And I promise the whole story will not just be letters. There will be some parts where things happen outside of the letters and those will not be in italics.

and if you haven't noticed yet, the lowercase is intentional just fyi

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-em