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dear niall,

when will i learn that my stupid letters won't bring you back and you will not text me that you are here to pick me up because i wrote about your eyes and you won't sing to me while we drive to the mall just because i ranted about how much i miss you. you're gone and i know that and remembering only hurts me more.

the days are getting shorter and the nights seem to go on forever. nights of me just thinking.

do you remember how i get when i think too much?

it's happening again.

it's all coming back.

this time, i don't know if anyone can stop me.

the thoughts

the voices

the pain

it's all coming back.

it hurts

i miss you.

forever yours,
addison

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SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING

BTW THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE A LITTLE DIFFERENT ;)

-em

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