Mute - L.H {5sos}

5

*1 month later*

<> Amnesia <>

I sat in the same red plastic chair, in the same white coloured room, in the same position facing a big white board and a desk to the left, at the same time and on the three same days.

The Therapy room.

Honestly, I'm getting tired of coming now. I sit there for either an hour or two doing nothing. Obviously I still don't talk.

I get asked the same things each time, how are you today? What are you feeling? Do you feel happy in anyway? What's on your mind? Can you tell me anything that happened that night? When you were 15 did you fall out with anyone? Etc, etc, etc.

My answer is just head shaking or I just blank Mrs.Hood completely. She doesn't take it the wrong way obviously, she knows she won't get through to me. Not for a very long time anyway.

"You seem very distant today, everything okay?" Mrs.Hood asked me looking at me suspiciously

I didn't reply

"Why don't we try something new?" She suggest

I shrugged

"Stand up" she ordered

I rose to me feet and was handed a blue board marker

"I'm going to say a word or sentence and you are going to write the first thing that comes to your head, okay?" Mrs asked

I nodded taking the pen lid off and standing in front of the board.

"Happy place"

Home

"Favourite food"

Pizza

"Favourite drink"

StarBucks

"Best friend"

Lyric, Luke, Micky, Cal, Ash, Gee, Sophie

"Out of them lot, who are you the closest too?"

Lyric

"Who do you trust the most?"

Luke

"Why?"

Because

"Because why?"

Because

"Come on Amnesia please"

Because he doesn't judge me

"Why do you think he doesn't judge you?"

Because he is a kind person that doesn't judge someone by what they are but who they are

"Okay, if you were to open up to anyone who would you?"

No one

"If you had to"

My mum or Luke

"Why them?"

Because my mum is my mum and Luke 'cause I trust him, like I said.

"Last question, where are you in pain?"

I hovered my hand near the board but dropped my hand sighing.

I shuck my head saying I don't want to say

"Can you show me?" She asked

I shuck my head no again