Confession

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"No, Scar, stop." Y/N said and pulled away.

Scarlett frowned, "What?"

"We need to talk." Y/N said.

Scarlett rolled her eyes, "We can talk later. I miss you, baby." She said, kissing Y/N's neck.

Y/N took a deep breath. She held Scarlett's shoulders and pulled her back. "No. I'm not falling for this right now, we really need to talk." She said.

Scarlett scoffed and stood up from Y/N's lap. "We have nothing to talk about, Y/N. This is what we do, remember? We fuck." She said.

"Well, it gotta stop." Y/N said, and clenched her jaw.

"Why? I'm not good enough for you now? Are you having sex with your ex-wife? Or those women after you?" Scarlett asked while fixing her clothes.

"What? No!" Y/N frowned. She stood up and made Scarlett face her. "We need to talk, Scar, please." She spoke, her voice gentle.

"If you're not gonna fuck me, then I'll find someone who will." Scarlett said, getting irritated.

"What the fuck?" Y/N frowned, and before Scarlett can walk away from her, she held her wrist, stopping her. "Are you fucking someone else?"

Scarlett looked at Y/N, "No, of course not, Y/N. I'm not a whore." She said.

"Then why said that shit, Scarlett?" Y/N asked, getting irritated as well.

"Because you're being a fucking pussy!" Scarlett raised her voice. "So, just let me go right now." She added, yanking her hand away.

Y/N shook her head, watching while Scarlett picked up her stuff. They've been in this scenario for so long that she knows how it will end—they won't talk for a while, until one of them reaches out, and then they'll meet up, fuck each other, and all will be well. She knows this scene all too well.

Not today. Y/N thought, shaking her head.

"Scarlett." Y/N spoke.

Scarlett ignored Y/N, still fixing her stuff so she can go.

"For fuck's sake, look at me!" Y/N shouted.

"What?" Scarlett finally looked at Y/N. "What could you possibly want?"

"I have feelings for you, Scarlett." Y/N said, finally confessing her feelings for Scarlett. "The deal that we have? I broke it because I've fallen for you."

Scarlett's eyes widened as she froze. She also seemed like she's battling herself.

"Say something, please." Y/N said, getting nervous now.

"N-No, Y/N." Scarlett said, shaking her head. "W-We had a deal."

"Why, Scar? What's wrong with it?" Y/N asked, eyebrows furrowed. "People already think that we're dating, so why not just date for real? I'm sure you like me too, I mean, you don't kiss someone the way you kiss me if you don't like them, right? And for fuck's sake, Scarlett, we're fucking. We stay at each other's places all the fucking time. Don't fucking say we're just friends."

"I..." Scarlett gulped. "I need time to think."

"What's there to think about, Scar?" Y/N asked, "What do you feel about me? It's a simple question." She said.

"It's not so simple, okay? I need time to think. Don't bother me." Scarlett said, then she turned around and started walking.

"I love you." Y/N said. She shook her head, chuckling bitterly. "I fucking love you, Scarlett. There, I've said it. I love you. So, are you willing to talk to me about your feelings? Or are you gonna walk away again?"

Scarlett didn't even turn around, she shook her head. "I'm sorry. But I need time for myself."

"Scarlett," Y/N spoke, stopping Scarlett from walking away from her. "I fucking swear, if you walk out right now, don't you dare come back." She said.

Scarlett turned around, "Are you fucking serious?"

"Did I stutter?" Y/N asked.

"You can't be serious, Y/N!" Scarlett frowned. "All I'm asking for is a time for myself."

"Scarlett, come on." Y/N said and sighed. "We've been fooling around for five months now, if you have feelings for me, it will be an easy answer. You don't need time for that. You know damn well that I've been trying to talk to you about this but you kept avoiding me. Why? Is it because you don't have feelings for me and you're scared to hear that I love you? Because it means that we're gonna stop fooling around 'cause I broke the deal? Am I just a sex toy to you?"

"You don't know what you're saying, Y/N." Scarlett said, shaking her head.

"But I do, Scarlett." Y/N said. "Please, stay with me and let's talk."

"I'm leaving. I need time." Scarlett said.

"Walk out right now, Scarlett, and we're done. For good." Y/N said. "If you walk out of that door, we're done. If you're not willing to talk to me about this shit, then don't come back. I'm not your fucking toy, Scarlett. You can't just come and play with me, then just leave if you're done or bored. It doesn't work like that anymore. I'm willing to do this with you, I'm willing to do anything for you, Scarlett. But if you're not even willing to talk to me and help me figure this shit out? Then let's just end this right now." She said, and each words that fell out of her mouth was like a stab in her heart. But it needs to be said.

"I just need time." Scarlett said, then she turned around and walked away. For real this time. She didn't even look back.

Y/N bit her bottom lip, and tears streamed down her face, but she harshly wiped them away.

She heard the front door open and close, indicating that Scarlett really left. She dropped herself on the couch, letting out a deep breath. She shook her head, she couldn't believe that Scarlett really walked away despite everything that she said.

"I guess it's done." She mumbled, closing her eyes. Her heart is breaking, but she can't do anything about it, Scarlett's not even willing to stay and figure it out with her. She's all alone, heartbroken, and angry.

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Author: have a great day/night. Xo

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