(DISCLAIMER; IK TOMMYS NAME IS THOMAS BUT IM JUST USING TOM BECAUSE YA!)
Tommy pov :
I'm Tom Simons, also known as Tommyinnit online. My best friend is Tubbo, and Wilbur soot though I see Wilbur more as a big brother! If you're wondering 'how did you and Tubbo become friends? Did you meet at school or something?' well one day I raided Tubbo when he had 0 viewers, and we kind of just became friends, since then, we've been Inseparable. Me and Wil (Wilbur) met on SMPEarth not that cool of a story. "best friends always and forever?" Wilbur asked me and I agreed. Oh boy.
Tommyinnit is not Tom Simons they're very different.
Tommyinnit is just a persona, a happy, funny, annoying child.
Tom Simons is a sad child who gets abused by his alcoholic father, a weak, sensitive child.
No one knows anything about Tom Simons... They're not here for Tom Simons... They're here for Tommyinnit the annoying, happy child who makes everyone laugh. They don't care about me, They never have. As much as I would love to just tell Wil (Wilbur) or Tubbo, about everything, I can't... If my dad were to find out I would be dead. Tubbo wouldn't take it so well, and Wil wouldn't care he would just laugh and call me pathetic if I told them about it.
My dad started abusing me when I was 10, but it got worse when I was 11 when my mom left. He always says it's "my fault" though she left cause he was abusive and an alcoholic, but she never told anyone cause she would also get in trouble with the police for smoking weed and getting peer pressured into beating me since she didn't want to get beat. Then one day I guess she just got so fed up that she just left and- and... I guess she didn't care to even take me with her! But it's okay.
Cause they'll care once I kill myself.
They only care once you're gone.
ph1lza has been more of a dad than my dad has ever been, but he doesn't actually care for me. Hah... He just does it for the viewers, for the 'wholesome family moments'.
My life is fucked.
YOU ARE READING
I give up. |Tommyinnit angst|
Fanfictionthis book was meant to be me just giving up on writing but yk I had to turn it into a book lmao !TW!//SH/ED/ABUSE/ANXIETY/OVERTHINKING/PANIC ATTACKS/SELF HATRED/SWEARING/VOMITING/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// THERE WON'T BE A WARNING AT THE TOP OF EACH PAGE...
