song for this chapter : dream girl - crisaunt
WILBUR'S POV : (NEW POV POG???)
Tommy hangs up. What was that about? I couldn't hear much. Well I'll just call him back.
*wilbur calls tommy*
"hello?" Tommy says laying in bed.
"hey!"
"Well, since you tired i'm guessing, phil, techno, and me are going to all meet up! And we really want you to come!" I say excited.
"POG!" he says sitting up
"you will have to ask your dad though."
Tommy's pov :
"you will have to ask your dad though" wilbur says.
Im going to get beat again if I go down there...
I dont wanna get beat again...
hes probably passed out anyways...
hes gonna be extra mad if I wake him up
HAA!!!!!! tommy they PITY YOU THEY DONT WANT YOU THERE
YOU RUIN EVERYONES DAYS
THEY DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOUR PROBLEMS!
THEY. DONT. CARE!
IM THE CLOSEST THING YOU HAVE TO A FRIEND!
PRETTY SAD? Innit.
I snap back to reality, hyperventilating.
"w-w-wil h-e-l-" I get cut off by my short breath, not being able to breathe. I put my head in my knees and drop my phone, grasping my hair to try and feel some type of pain to make me calm down.
"tommy?!" He must have caught on that im having a panic attack cause he then says,
"tommy! Breathe!In.. out! in... out!!" I try my best to match his 'breathing' pattern.
"in... out... in... out..." I slowly calm down. I love wilbur (PLATONICALLY CMONN) he's always been there for me. Even if it's just pity, even if it's out of pity, even if he dosen't care,
he's still been there for me
YOU ARE READING
I give up. |Tommyinnit angst|
Fanfictionthis book was meant to be me just giving up on writing but yk I had to turn it into a book lmao !TW!//SH/ED/ABUSE/ANXIETY/OVERTHINKING/PANIC ATTACKS/SELF HATRED/SWEARING/VOMITING/SUICIDAL THOUGHTS// THERE WON'T BE A WARNING AT THE TOP OF EACH PAGE...
