Only Time Will Tell

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"I found a love, for me
Darling, just dive right in and follow my lead
Well, I found a girl, beautiful and sweet
Oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me"

I woke up the next morning with the worst mood. I felt terrible because of how I treated Liz last night. It was her first time with a woman, and I understood that. I remember how hard it was to come out to my parents, much less the world. I just wish she would have talked to me about it. I needed a distraction, I'm such a terrible overthinker it's unhealthy.

Finally gathering up the strength to get up, I made my way to the bathroom to do my usual morning routine. Today was gonna be a pretty busy day, I had made plans to go to the gym and suprise Liz today.

After putting my hair in a bun and throwing on some gym clothes, I headed downstairs to the kitchen for a quick breakfast. Settling on oatmeal, I sat down in the living room and watched my usual Vampire Diaries. I was on season 5 now, this show never failed to entertain me.

It's been roughly 45 minutes and my episode just finished. Heading back to the kitchen, I placed my bowl in the dishwasher and grabbed my keys and bag.

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I started off doing cable rope curls, tricep push down, and dumbbell skull crushers. I was never a huge fitness person, so I was clearly struggling. I decided to move on to more advanced workouts such as side step squats and deadlifts. I could definitely start to feel the burn.

After about an hour, I was finally finished up. Like I'd hoped, I felt a lot better and my mind wasn't clouded by so many thoughts at once.

Once I had made it back home, I rushed inside and threw my bag on the floor before heading upstairs to take a much needed shower. As always, I put the water temperature in the middle, not too hot or too cold. Allowing the water to flow on my face, I felt completely relaxed. Showers always had a way of calming me down.

Stepping out the shower, I threw on some comfier clothes. I went with some grey sweatpants and a white tank top. Liz wasn't supposed to get off work until 10 since she was doing reshoots, so I had about an hour to wait. With nothing else to do, I plopped down on the couch and opened my laptop, browsing through my many emails.

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It's now 9:45, my free time went by pretty quickly, because I'm now heading out to my car. I decided to leave early to stop by the cafe Liz and I regularly go to for her favorite beignets.

Walking inside, I was greeted by a friendly face that I knew all too well. "Hello dear!" The older woman says with a friendly grin.

"Good morning!" I respond, giving her the same grin.

"What can I get for you today honey?"

"Just four strawberry beignets please, thank you."

"Coming right up sweetie!"

I waited for a few minutes until the lady came back with a bag of beignets. "How is your friend doing?" She asks while handing me it.

A huge smile appears on my dace at the mention of Liz. "Girlfriend actually."

"Thats amazing, I'm so happy for you honey. I know true love when I see it!"

I couldn't help but smile even bigger at her kindness, she was such a sweet soul. "Thank you!"

My mood had definitely changed drastically since this morning. Hopping back in my car, I played a playlist Liz had made for me, my jaws were starting to hurt because of much I was grinning.

Humming to the music and driving, the same flower shop caught me eye from when I came back to LA. Wasting no time, I pulled into the parking lot and happily walked inside. I made my way over to the babys-breath flower section, picking up a bouquet of white and purple ones.

After purchasing the flowers, I'm now on my way to Liz's house, I couldn't wait to see her. It had only been a day, but I hated being away from her, it felt like a part of my heart was ripped out. Yeah, I definitely have attachment issues.

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I'd finally arrived at her home, my heart was beating ridiculously fast. Finally pulling myself together, I took a deep breath before walking up to the door. After ringing the doorbell, I looked like a complete idiot standing there like a statue with flowers in one hand and beignets in another. "One second!" I hear Liz yell from inside.

"Y/N! What are you doing here?" She frantically asks me, like I had interuppted something. "I wanted to suprise you." I reply, holding the flowers up.

I can see the blush spreading across her face which makes me smirk. "Thank you so much, these are beautiful!"

"Your welcome my love." I try to reach in for a kiss but she turns around too quickly. "Come on in!"

Liz leads me into the kitchen, placing the flowers in a vase. I could tell something was up, by how fidgety she was and how she was pacing. I couldn't help but wonder if I came at the wrong time. "Liz? Whats wrong?" I decide to break the silence.

She turns back around to me, staring at me until she says a word. "I'm fine y/n." I didn't believe that for a second, by her sudden change in demeanor. She continues to play with her rings and fingers, causing me to take her hand. "Liz, you can talk to me." I assure her. I could clearly see her eyes starting to water.

"I- Y/n- it's Robbie he- he wants to see me."

My heart sunk at the mention of Robbie. Why the hell did he want to see her?

Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, "Why?"

"I don't know- he just told me he wanted to see me sometime."

"And are you gonna?" I ask in a suspicious tone.

"Of course not y/n!"

I could see she was extremely stressed out about this, and I hated to see her in this state. "Okay." I reply while kissing her hand.

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The rest of the day went by unbelievably fast. It was now 8 pm, Liz and I spent most of the day cuddling and watching movies. We were now outside in her backyard, relaxing in her chairs, under the beautiful night sky. Except I was only looking at her, staring into her eyes.

I see her glance at me, but I don't remove my gaze. "Y/n?"

I sigh, "You know, my mom used to always tell me fall in love with their eyes.. because they are the only thing that don't change, meaning I'll be in love with them forever." I softly mumble.

I see Liz's eyes start to glisten. "Your mom, she seemed like an intelligent woman."

I nod slowly, "She was."

"I wish I could've met her." I take Liz's hand, "She would've loved you."

I sigh, squeezing her hand a bit more tightly. "I love you, Elizabeth Chase Olsen. Always and forever."

"I love you, Y/n Feige."

but not matter how much they loved eachother, not all soulmates are made to be together.

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I hope you guys liked this little filler chapter, I feel like it sucked 😭