Only Time Will Tell

denial

tw: panick attacks

"Oh." I quietly say, while turning my head literally anywhere else to avoid eye contact. "It's for the best.." How does she think breaking up is gonna solve everything, we should talk this through. I was clearly upset and confused, but in a way I felt relieved, free.

She started to say something, but swiftly closed her mouth before it could get out. She began to look defensive, y/n, I think you should go." "Wait, what? But you- you just-"

She drops a huge bomb, and expects me to just leave?

"Now." She says with a stern voice
She looks almost guilty about something, like she was afraid of accidently confessing something. I decided to just leave, not wanting to create any drama in my workplace.

It was very late, around 12 am, and I was tense and anxious. I sped walked towards the check in desk, "Am I free to leave?" The nurse nodded, and I left without wasting another second. I didn't bother looking for Ana, as I was too upset to even talk to anyone.

Once I got inside the car, I let it all out. "FUCK!" I threw my hands on the wheel, waterworks gushing out. I was truly heartbroken, and had no idea what to do.

I was straight crying for abut 15 minutes until I heard my phone ring. Quickly wiping my tears, I checked who it was. It was Liz, like I wasn't in control of my body, I pressed answer. Immediately regretting it, remembering my current situation.

"Hey Y/n!" She cheerfully greets me, forcing a smile out of me.

"H--hey, I respond, trying to sound as normal as possible.

"Y/n? are you okay?"

I didn't answer, knowing that if I did, I'd probably burst into tears again.

"Y/n. Answer me."

"I- Oh god-" My heart was beating much faster and my breathing was becoming unsteady. I could hear Liz slightly gasp as she realized what was going on.

"Y/n! Hey, hey, I need you to breath okay? In, out, in out. Slowly in and out."

I did exactly as she said, and the sound of her voice and doing the action helped calm me down.

"Y/n, listen to me. I want you to tell me everything that you see, alright?"

"I-uh I see a black car, a light pole- and uh.. tree with a bird sitting in it."

"Okay, that's good sweetie, how do you feel now?"

"B--better.."

"Good, good. Now I need you to FaceTime me right now."

I do as she say, wanting to feel any sort of comfort right now.

"Oh darling.. Do you want to talk about it?"

"My-my fiance s-she broke up with me.."

I could see Liz slightly tense up at the word fiance, which was weird.

"I don't know what to do Liz- I love her and she-" I start rambling, feeling my breathing become faster once again.

"Y/n, y/n, stop. I need you to look at me. Remember, in and out okay?"

elizabeth pov

I didn't know what to do. I hated for y/n to be alone right now, and to see her in this much pain. Who in their right mind would want to hurt her like this? I could see she had anxiety, and I understood because I suffered from it as well.

"Hey y/n?"

"Yeah?"

"I want to fly out. You don't deserve to be alone, especially since Christmas is in a few days, I wouldn't be able to enjoy it knowing you were by yourself.

I could see her blush a bit, which made me smirk.

"What about Robbie?" I hear her shyly ask, with her head faced down.

"I had already planned to visit my sisters in New York sometime, and Robbie didn't care to come, so this is the perfect opportunity, and I could even introduce you to them. I explain to her, the blush on her face becoming even redder as she tries to hide it, a small chuckle escaping me.

"I'd meet your sisters?" She asks me with a grin.

"Yup." I reply, giving her the same grin.

y/n pov

I've finally made it "home", Me and Liz planned out everything for when she flies out in a few days. I was over the moon excited, she always has this way of making me forget everything stressful going on in my life. I was a bit nervous to meet her sisters, wondering if they'd like me.

After taking my shower and plopping in the bed, I decide to turn on a Marvel movie, no clue why. I chose Age of Ultron, since I found out that Liz was in it. Everytime she popped on the screen, a huge smile took over my face.

I was enjoying the movie until I heard my phone buzz. The number was from the hospital I worked at, which took me by suprise. I immediately answered it, knowing it could be an emergency. "Is this Miss Feige?" I hear a man ask on the other line. "Yes, why?" I hear the man sigh deeply before answering. "Your Fiance, Miss Danvers, has had an accident."

I hope u guys enjoyed this chapter and teehe, no getting rid of Kara yet! 😈