It was a quiet interesting show to be honest. I didn't even realize how I cuddled up against kuroos stress. Until I feel is warm hand stroking my shoulder in a relaxed rythm. If someone would ask me what the hell is going on right now I wouldn't be able to tell them. I can't even recall how it has come to this it kind of just did I guess. I don't even wanna complain I never really had the opportunity to get this close to someone and now that I did. I dont understand why I never wanted this kind of affection. I'm a little scared but that's nothing I would want to think about right now. I move even closer to kuroo it feels as if I can't be close enough. He is so warm and his presence is so comforting and calm I haven't felt this much at peace in a long time.
"we should do this more often" I whisper at this point now even caring to lie anymore. I enjoy this and I wanna spend more time with him. "oh what's that sudden change of mind I though u couldn't stand me" he whispers back. I stay quiet until he continues "me too" a little smile sneaks onto my face. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep right in his arms."gud morning" someone whispers pretty close to me. My eyes move open a little but I can barely see yet. "I'm sorry to wake u love but I really need to use the bathroom and ur making it quiet difficult for me to stand up. I blink a few times trying to make out who is talking to me. When I see kuroo laying under me his usual big grin over his face as he seems to wait. "what" I whisper. "I asked if u might be so kind to let me get up" he repeads. " well just get up u don't need my allowance for it" I awnser a bit pissed he woke me for that. "sweetie ur on top of me I can't" i sigh u till his words and the meaning of them finally reached my head. "oh I'm sorry" I whisper slowly rolling over right next to him. "hurry the mattress is cold" I whisper rolling up in his bedsheets. "I will be right back". I wasn't able to sleep again so I was looking around it's still quite dark outside. I take a look at my phone realizing it's 2 am. What the hell. He actually didn't take long the door already opens up again. I sit up looking at him standing only in boxer shorts there but I couldn't think abt that right now. "why did u wake me at 2 am?" he looks at me " well I got quiet invested in the show and then I needed to use the restroom but u where right on top of me an. ." I stopped him mid sentence not really needing to know the whole story. "kuroo I actually don't care alright just go to sleep please" I whisper. His face flushes red for some reason and he slowly walked back to me still freezing a little. He moves the bedsheets up and slides next to me. His presence already warms me so without even thinking about it I moved close to him putting my head on his bare chest enjoying the feeling of his war skin.
[A|N aaa I am so sorry for not uploading.. I'll try my best to get out a few chapters over the week again]
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I Love You Idiot.. (kurotsuki)
FanfictionI hate him I hate him so much that it feels as if I need him as if I am almost in love with him.. But that's ridiculous right?