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Amelia's POV
"ally? where are you" i asked walking around the house looking for this brunette. "do you know what he likes to eat" she asked popping up off the floor im assuming. "babe- what are you doing?" i asked her "well you said you wanted to talk with Lucas soo im making him dinner and he will come over" she said "ok?" I said confused "only problem is i don't know what he likes and what he is allergic to" she said "just make pizza or anything" I said

"you're right! maybe he will enjoy that" she said grabbing her keys "where are you going?" I asked her as her sudden movement "well i kinda need ingredients to make the food" she said "so you want to leave me here alone" I said "my love only for maybe 30 minutes and plus i need you to set everything up i know your good at that" she told me kissing my lips but i was still in shock "are you going to kiss me back or just stand there?" she asked me i pulled her in slowly "drive safe and be safe" i told her

after she left i got to work. the house was pretty much clean i just needed to set things up and make things look nice. im actually excited because believe it or not he may be my nephew and all but i quite literally don't know much about him. but sloan i think she talks to him way more than me. because when and every time i bring her up towards him he acts this way. i think he secretly listens to her and thinks of her as his mom.

i heard my phone "hey lucas? what's wrong" i asked him "nothing just wondering what time to be there" he asked and you know i would have an answer but sloan didn't give me one. "um you know well im just now setting things up and al when to the store so maybe an hour" I said very unsure "do you need help with anything? i could come over and help"
he said "not it's fine but thank you. i will see you in an hour" i said hanging up the phone.

"im back" i heard a voice "you know next time give him a time so he's not rushing" I said she gave me a look "oh fuck- that's right" she said "just start cooking" I said which will take longer because she is a perfectionist and wants everything to be nice. "babe it has been thirty minutes and you're not done" i said walking out the room "my love it takes time" she told me "to make pizza! ally he will be here any minute and we have nothing to keep him company" I said "talk with him" she told me

we heard the door i looked through the ring camera and it was him. "mmm great he is here" I said leaving the kitchen "hello welcome" I said but he looked in distress "mark? he dated addie" he said "yes?" I said confused "and you two said you guys knew each other" he said "yes what are you wondering?" I asked him "he never brought up her? ally?" he said which now thinking back that's true and she never really talks about him either. now thinking about it she never talked about how she felt after he died or if she even went to his funeral.

"i don't know? maybe they never talked about each other" I said "really? you and Derek were like always together and you're telling me the sloan siblings never talked about each other" he said "should we ask her?" I asked him "she may get annoyed" he said "why?" I asked him "my mom said she can be very easily annoyed" he said i just nodded "wait- when did you talk to your mom?" i asked "last night" he said and i nodded. ok us asking about this could possibly go two of different ways.

Alondra's  POV
"babe?" i heard a voice behind me i turned and it was the brunette "yes what's wrong" I only asked that because i could tell by just looking at her she was thinking. "your brother why don't you ever talk about him" she asked me i looked at her "because he's dead?" i said "did you attend his funeral" she asked me "are you asking me if went to my own brothers funeral?" i asked her but i was confused

"you just never talk about him i was wondering" she asked "why would i talk about someone who is dead amelia" i asked her using her full name "ok can you just calm down I'm just wondering" she said "well can you stop it's none of your business" I said "oh really? so we are going to ignore the part where we have been growing up together longer than ten years! or the part where our own brothers were best friends" she said she changed her tone in how she was talking with me. she was now annoyed and obviously pissed off. 

"ok but that has nothing to do with my dead brother" I said "can you stop saying that shit! stop calling him your dead brother! he is mark! he is your brother! you should be proud of that" she told me "really so you're telling me after years of being compared to Derek you weren't even a little happy he died" I told her and she stopped and she froze. "that's very messed up for you to say" she told me "well I'm no longer being compared to him? I'm living my life and very much so that's not surrounding him" I said and she just looked at me

"just finish cooking" she told me about to
leave "where are you going?" I asked her "to go talk to Lucas so he doesn't have to hear us argue anymore over a person who should be remembered by good things! but instead his own sister hates him and is happy he died" she said "never once did i say that" i said "oh so now you're going act as if what you just told me wasn't true" she said and then she left.

throughout the whole dinner it was very quiet. we did get to know lucas more and find out things he likes but only problem is he just did hear is argue. and also he is technically a shepherd so yeah it would make sense if he knew mark. "thank you for dinner" he told us before walking to the door "anytime you're welcomed anytime" Amelia said "drive safely please and thank you" I said and with that he left. which now only bad things are going to happen now that im left alone in the house with Amelia and not happy Amelia angry.

the whole time we were washing the dishes and cleaning up she was quiet. "are you going to talk" i asked her breaking the silence "Alondra what you said today- why would ever say that" she asked me "you don't-'' i started but she stopped me "no! look i get it my love you don't like being known as the little sister but if you don't talk about whatever it is you have left to say then you can't heal from it" she told me

"babe it's been over 5 years i think i have healed from my brother dying" I told her "really? because you went ghost after he died" she said "you know because i didn't really have anything there to help me" i said "you had me!" she said "no that's the truth! melia you weren't there and nobody called ever" i said "it's not like you ever tried to make an
effort" she said "mhm" i said "oh no! don't do that" she told me "are you seriously going to argue with me on the way im dealing with my brother's death" i asked her "you aren't really dealing with it if you're holding a grudge" she told me

"whatever Amelia" i told her "good night Alondra" she told me and i saw as she walked into the guest room. im going to assume that i will be sleeping alone tonight.

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authors note ~
i hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving yesterday if you celebrate it.

i hope you all had a good week and i go back to school Monday but will still be posting.

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