right person,right time

"it's not the right time"

Alondra's  POV
"ames?" i said peeking my head around the house trying to find her which i have been doing for like ten minutes now because i can't find her. i peek my head inside the nursery where i see chris sleeping but no Amelia in sight. "what the hell" i mumble underneath my breath. i walk to the front of the house towards the outside doors and lucky to my guess that's where she is. "so we are playing hide n seek now" i said sitting down by her.

"no i just need some air and some thinking? time" she said but i could tell she was unsure what her thinking time was. "i think we need to talk about this baby thing" i said and she turned her head "you don't want more kids" she said "i didn't say that my love" i said "so then what's the hold up" she asked "the time? do you think right now is the perfect time to have a baby? shit carry one" i said "yes! when is not the right time" she said "I'm just saying i don't want to start this whole process and then later on you will regret even starting it and then we will be stuck with a baby" i said but i wasn't infact thinking about my words

"what the hell? are you implying that i will regret a baby we have together and made" she said raising her voice "can you calm down" i asked her "no! if you don't want anymore kids all you can say is-'' i cut her off "i don't want kids with you right now" i said with my voice slightly raised "then why the hell did you have the first one with me" she yelled "don't! don't try and say that shit like i don't love my son or care about him" i said "you said kids! with me!" she yelled then she walked off inside

i really need to start getting better at explaining shit with my wife and now she thinks i don't love my son which i very much do love him. i called the person who would help me with this and not just call my wife right after. "ally? what's wrong" i finally heard the red heads voice after the three rings "Amelia thinks i don't want more kids with her and when i tried to explain to her she well? both of us turned it into an argument" i explained fast "kinda offended you didn't call me first" she said "oh she called you already" i said "yes and you both just need to talk it out i can't hold your hand anymore throughout this relationship" she said

"mmm thanks" i said sarcastically "mmm i love you. talk to you later" she said before hanging up on me. i walked into the house and into the kitchen and saw her she was
cutting up fruit. "my love can we talk please" i asked her "depends? are you going to tell me you don't want me now" she said annoyed "you're still mad" i said "yes" she said quietly which is weird she all of a sudden changed her emotions. then all of a sudden i heard her crying. "hey hey" i said rushing over to her she dropped everything and just fell into my arms.

i slowly sat down on the floor with her in my arms. she was sobbing. "hey i want you to know that i don't regret anything with you and i love you and our family together" i said whispering in her ear through the cries "i don't know if right now is the right time but i do! i want more kids with you. i want to grow our family more and do it with you" i said then i heard more cries. i moved her chin towards to face me and just saw tears falling. she leaned her forehead against mine. "i love you" was all i heard come out her mouth "i love you more ames" i said finally placing my lips on hers

she looked into my eyes "I'm not saying we have more kids right now because both of us don't seem ready for another one and also we already have a little one to worry about and he's not even one yet so I'm putting our box baby number two on pause for now" she said smiling at the end "seriously? we are now calling our kids box babies" i said laughing she intertwined our hands. "we will know when the time is right" she said kissing me one last time.

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authors note ~
awww the baby conversation was shut down but it will reopen again sometime....

this chapter was cut short and did take a turn because this was not my original plan....