THE HIVE

Chapter 29

The building is quiet. But bleeding through that quietude, there's a reverberating hum of God knows what. It's a gigantic space after all. It makes one feel diminutive, which is why being devoid of any people bustling about or the creepy insects scurrying, it has assumed a spooky aura. Currently, walking through the ground floor, there are certain parts of the building that are relatively dark, which don't get the natural sun rays reaching directly. And so the place has a bluish tint to it now. There's also a biting coolness on my skin. It's suffice to say that it's uncomfortable, walking through here.

Earlier when I wandered about the place I was too preoccupied with hunger. But now, maybe after all that's happened I have grown numb. After all, I have seen so much in this little time since I woke up. Everything is finally sinking in. Becoming concrete. I'm growing to accept this reality. And so, finally I can afford to look around.

The last time I observed my surroundings properly was when I first came here. But since then, it's been a total rush, and I've hardly been able to-

-!

Something moved.

I feel a huge thump in my chest as I quickly turn.

...

But there's nothing.

"This is getting creepier by the minute," I mumble. I increase my pace. And this is an alien planet, so I don't know what could spring up on me. I'd better go and meet with the guys.

Despite how much I want to take my time, I don't really have that luxury. I need to put things into perspective, with everyone. I feel like shit...being the one who has to do it. It's terrible... but I have to. They deserve to know the truth. Diana can't talk about this with the others. She had kept quiet, most probably having the same thoughts as I, that is, how exactly I'm supposed to break the news. And so, she decided to play pretend for the moment. It makes sense why she chose to share it with me first. First, there's my reputation, like she pointed out earlier, which I'm not at all proud of. I never wanted to be the one to take big steps like this, unless it was for my own cause or something. Then there's also that part: the only one who prodded her was me and-

-!

"Fiona." I hold my breath.

I stop walking. Then cover my mouth. Oh my god.

That again?

What do you mean "that again"?! This could mean the end for us! If she misunderstands the situation. I can't let this be~!  Don't you get it? Then there are the others as well. No, no...

Forget everything. I'm meeting with her first. She has the wrong idea, I swear it. I swear on that look she gave me. I can't afford to let it simmer any longer.

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You sure you are ready?

Like hell I can be!

It is a simple task though, from an objective standpoint that is. But yeah, I certainly see. Human emotions are so enigmatic. They really are a treat to... feel.

Yeah? Well, I can do without them clouding my foresight more often than not.

Space buddy hums in deep fascination. Hmm...interesting. I can agree with you. Maybe I am starting to feel as well.

You might as well be, you are using my body, aren't you?

We are one. I can actually imagine him smiling as he says that... Well, concentrate on the task at hand. Breathe, brother. Breathe.

I do just that. I inhale deeply, letting me calm my nerves. I don't want to rely on Space buddy too much, unless the situation absolutely calls for it.

I look beyond the wall separating me and the concerned individual. Once again, my heart starts pounding, causing me to hesitate, causing me to take in the sight for just a little longer.