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Darting his eyes over some paperwork, tharn had no facial expression to then slowly look up to eye the nurse who was trying to get his attention, looking him over, she gulped to look down.
"I am sorry to.....Mr. vanuro.....miss Mortimer's vitals are needing to be done since the cancer seems to be spreading once again."
Tharn looked her over to turn with the file to move about to go to the room.
The nurse moved up to watch him go to sit back down.
Scary.......
Moving down the hall, Mr. Vanuro was to stand before the door to eye it over to move a hand up to place to the nob to turn it about to go inside, miss mortimer was laying to her back with an feeding tube down her throat to be eyeing over her doctor to take in deep breathes.
Mr. Vanuro moved about to then grab a chair to move it close to her to eye her over.
Miss mortimer moved her hand to lay it up wanting Mr. Vanuros.
He eyed it to then move the file to place it where he could see it.
Miss Mortimer's chin quivered.
"Did...... What we share.... Mean...."
"It did not. Only reason why it happened was because you wanted it with Mr. Tamura."
Miss mortimer signed to turn her head to the side to look to the wall.
"Why didn't you go all the...."
"We need to stay professional here. Your cancer is spreading. You wont live the month."
"Mm.... Finally."
Mr. Vanuro nodded to then get up.
Miss mortimer turned her head to look over Mr. Vanuro.
"Mr. Vanuro?"
He stopped to turn his head slightly..
"Yes?"
"Where is.... Type?"
"He's name is Mr. Tamura honestly.......I don't know."
Mr. Vanuro turned his head back to the door to then open to leave to hang his head to dart his eyes, shaking his head he then went to the side to continue with his job, after working a 4 day shift, Mr. Vanuro had to go back home.
Moving the door open, Mr. Vanuro, looked in with a face.
Going in, he shut the door to place the bag too the side table to take off his shoes and jacket to go about to head to the couch to hang his head to look down without any facial expressions to grit his teeth to slowly move his head up to peer his eyes to the side to look over a place where type and him had made love.
Gritting his teeth in anger, Mr. Vanuro got up to go to his computer to try and find type, it had been 4 months and he couldn't find one thing.
Moving a bit back in his chair, tharn placed his arms behind himself to dart his eyes over the computer, he really couldn't find one thing on type, he tried the hospital, they didn't know where he went, he tried types parents who didn't have one clue, Mr. Vanuro tried a few other options to get the same thing.
Where did you go type? Why did you....
Mr. Vanuro made a hard face to then get up from the desk to go about to his kitchen to go to the fridge to grab out a blood package to eye over it.
He rather hated to drink from this but didn't really have a choice.
Going about, he placed it to a cup to heat it up to go to the table to sit to eye the glass to swirl the blood about to place his elbow to the table to make a very hardened face.
I really want to know where you went type.... How could you do this to me! I know you love me too! Just.....
Mr. Vanuro stood up to look over the glass to then throw it to the wall to watch it shatter to go slowly down the whiteness with a clutch jaw.
Slowly he went down to the floor to sit criss cross to hang his head to place his hands together to eye the action.
I used to be.... So open.... Logical..... Then this human walked into my life, turning everything upside down....... Made me fall in love with him...... Rather he was knowledgeable about that or not by his actions.....I..... Can't go back.....I won't..... However I don't know where he is.... Where he could have gone too..... Where to keep looking......I..... Really don't know what to do anymore........ The only reason I still stay to this hospital, to this place where we shared so many memories is...... I'm hoping for type to come back, but will he?
Mr. Vanuro flexed his jaw again go slowly go back to his back to eye the ceiling to place his hand to his stomach to drum his fingers upon it..
There has to be a place he has talked to me about. Somewhere he has to be. Think he changed his name after he ran away from me. He really didn't need to. I..... Just want to be with him..... Never felt that way before..... Ever..... No woman I have ever been with has made me feel the way this human does...... Is it because he is a man? Has vampiric genetics coursing through his veins? I really don't know.......I don't believe any of that matters.....I just want to be with him......I knew my kind are said to not be able to love however......I don't fully believe that...... What I am to be......I just know I love him!
Mr. Vanuro got up to eye about frantically.
I just have to find him! I don't know where you are type! But I will find you!
Mr. Vanuro went to his computer to go into the hospital records to apply for some vacation time, he couldn't do this life anymore without type.
Approved vacation time, Mr. Vanuro went about his place to then pack what he needed to do a search for the love of his life.