Her's Now, and Forever

~ Chapter 7 ~

{ Kamilia's POV }

It's been about 3 weeks since I started going on dates with Rose. We've gotten to know each other really well over the break. The good parts of each other, the bad, we've seen it all. I learned so so so much about her. She's such an amazing person!

I was daydreaming about her in class. While I am training to become a dancer and actress, my parents want me to get a Bachelor's before I pursue it so I could have a safety net before my career takes off. I got my Associate's at 18, so I only need 1 more year. I quickly pulled out my phone to look at the time, it was 1:50 pm. This is my last class of the day, Comp 2 and it ends in at 2 pm. I tried to pay attention to the board. My professor was going over more boring material, talking about some essays due soon, and our first test of the spring semester. I need to start studying and working on those assignments so I can keep my GPA up. I used to be a really bad perfectionist, but I've worked on it. While I still want a 4.0 GPA, I'm okay with a 3.7.

Finally, class ended and one of my friends ran up to me, it was Tae. He was a really sweet guy, he's one of my childhood friends and also a great study partner. He looked worried, he walked with me and we spoke.

"You seemed out of it in class, what's up?"

"I'm usually like that the 1st few days of the new semester, I got too used to the break." We both laughed as we walked through the building.

"Ah I see, I feel you, I don't be wanting to get out of bed either." He punched me softly.

"Do you wanna come over to my place and finish up our assignments and study tomorrow?" 

"Yeah that sounds good, I sholl need to." I said as we walked out the college doors.

"Bye Kamil! Love you, cya tomorrow!" Tae said as he was walking to his car.

"Bye Tae! Love you, even if you're a dumbass sometimes!" I shouted back and we both bursted out laughing.

I got into my car and sighed. I didn't really wanna go home. I kinda wanted to see Rose. I cranked up my car but I decided to call Rose, then I started to drive.

"Hey Roseeeeee"

"Hi angel, how are you?" She asked.

"I'm okayyy, kinda just not feeling it. Can I come over to your house if you're not busy?"

"Of course! I'm sorry you're not feeling that well, I'll try to make it better, we can do whatever you'd want." I smiled at this, she was always so kind and considerate towards me.

"Thank you, you're always so kind, just talking to you makes me feel a little better."

"Aww I'm glad, I'll see you when you get here okay? Bye angel." 

"Bye bye Rose!!"

I arrived at Rose's house after 30 minutes. I got out my car and knocked on the door, she opened straight away. She gave me a big hug and led me to the couch.

"Do you wanna talk about how you're feeling, do you wanna slip, do you just wanna cuddle and distract yourself, or what?" She asked me and I thought about it. I kinda just wanted to be little right now. There wasn't anything that was actually bothering me, I just felt low energy.

"I kinda wanna slip, there's not really anything bothering me, I just feel meh." I answered a slight frown on my face, I feel like it was kinda a shitty answer but it was the truth. I didn't know what, if anything was bothering me.

"That's okay, I understand angel. Sometimes it's hard to pinpoint feelings or the reason behind them, so don't feel too bad alright? Now let's get you upstairs and changed." She took my hand and led me upstairs to a room I've never seen before. I didn't know what she had in mind, but I trusted her. She opened the door and I gasped . . .

It was a nursery, it was so beautiful. It was a soft pink and white theme. There was a playpen in the corner with lots of toys, there were cubies with bigger toys and stuffies. The next corner had a princess canopy tent with fairy lights inside of it. And and, there was even a table next to it with a tea set on it! In another corner, there was a big crib with super soft pillows and everything. Just in front of the crib, there was a closet. I was slipping just looking around the room, I tried to pull away to the toys  Rose kept my hand still.

"I know you wanna play little one, but we need to change you out of these big girl clothes first okay?" I whined and she opened the closet. She picked out a cute onesie with lots of unicorns on it, I thought it was cute but I still wanted to play.

She lowered the bars of the crib and sat me down on the mattress. I tried to get up again and she sat me down again.

"Be a good girl for me and sit down, don't you wanna wear this adorable onesie?" She cooed and held it up for me to see and I nodded.

Rose started to take off my shoes, then my pants, and then my shirt. Usually I'd be embarassed if I was big, but I was so little that I didn't care and I trusted her. She got my hands through and then slid the onesie over my head, then she snapped the bottom. 

"Okay baby, we can go play now!!" She cooed and got in the playpen with me.

We played with lots of toys!! Like super lots like a lot alot! We played with cars and they went zoomy and then we played with dolls! We had to save the kingdom from the evil evil dragon and me and Rose did it!! And then we played with shopkins toy and and blocks! I was stacking the blocks up but Rose decided to put 3 of them together, C A T.

"Do you know what this word says princess?" She pointed to the 3 words.

"Kitti!! Kitttii! It go meow meowz!" I answered 

"Awww you're so right!! You're such a smart baby." She pat my head and smiled.

We played some more and we sang songs, then my tummy made sound and I was hungry. Rose heard it and tickled me a little.

"Aww is someone hungry? I think there's a hungry baby!!" I giggled and nodded.

"Hmm, what should I cook for you hun?" She cooed.

"Nuggi n appl slic!" I really wanted some apple slices ngl.

"Okay, but you gotta be a good baby and wait here while I get that for you angel!" I nodded and she left the room. I crawled over to a hello kitty coloring book and I was looking through the pages. I wanted to pick a pretty page to color and show to Rose!! I found this mermaid hello kitty one with some octopi! I colored for about 15 minutes and I finished it. Then, Rose came back with a plate and a sippy cup. I showed her the page before I started to eat and she smiled.

"Thank you angel, you're so kind!" She hung it up on one of the walls and I started to eat my chicken nuggets. I finished them and ate the apple slices and then I was thirsty so I picked up the sippy cup. I drank it and it had apple juice in it! Yummyy. I gave Rose a big big big hug after it.

I was in littlespace for a really long time, we watched a couple movies and I cuddled with Rose until I wasn't feeling so little anymore. I told Rose and she smiled.

"Are you feeling better?" She asked.

"Yeah I'm feeling a lot better, thank you so much Rose."

"You're welcome, anytime."

I changed out of the onesie and got back into my normal clothes. I checked my phone and it was about 9 pm. Rose said we were gonna go some place fun. I didn't know where, but she wouldn't tell me so I didn't care to question more. We got into her car and after 10 minutes, we got to a fair. It was pitch black outside, but all the colorful lights of the rides and especially the ferris wheel lit up the night. I didn't notice it until we got out the car, but this fair was completely above water. If you looked over the wooden railing, you could see the the beautiful ocean.

At the fair, we played some minigames and we had so much fun! I kept losing at all but one of the games, but Rose was like . . . a pro! We got to the last game and it was one where we had 3 balls, and we had to knock down 3 different stacks of cups with them. If you knocked all 3 out, you got a prize! Rose wanted to play this one, she hit all 3. She won me a big brown bunny!

"Ahh thank you Rose!! You're so awesome and talented!! I thought that game was rigged for sure!" I hugged her and spoke.

"It's not rigged, you're just bad at the games." She laughed and I pouted.

"Hey! I won one game, I'm not bad!" I punched her softly and she started laughing more. We decided to go back to the car to put the bunny down so I didn't have to carry it the whole night. Once we were done, we went back in and walked some more, then we came across a tea cup ride. Me and Rose sat in one tea cup and then the ride started. It went around and around and around! I was fine when we got off, but Rose was a dizzy mess.

"That's what you get for calling me bad at those games." I laughed and made sure I held her up. Sure I was teasing her, but I wouldn't want her to stumble or fall. It took a couple minutes for her to stand up fine on her own. I checked in with her and decided not to get on another ride for a minute.

"Are you hungry?" I asked her.

"Yeah I'm a little hungry, we can go to the food trucks if you want." She replied

"That sounds good." I said as we walked to the food trucks. There was a good looking taco food truck and I nudged Rose and pointed at it. We both nodded a lot because we LOVEEEEE tacos. We stood in line and got our food, then sat down at one of the tables. We spoke inbetween eating our tacos. I finished mine first, wiping off my face. Then I started to laugh looking at her face.

"Roseeee, your face looks so messy. You look like a great value Santa with your sour cream beard." We both bursted out laughing as she finished up her last taco. 

When we were both done, we sanitized our hands and I saw a photo booth. I was holding Rose's hand, but I was practically dragging her towards it. We got in it and took a set of cute romantic pictures, then a set of serious ones, and then some silly goofy ones! We walked out laughing and they came out so good.

"Why did you pose like that, it looks like you're built like a broken number 2 pencil in that picture!" Rose said and we bursted out laughing. 

Rose started to lead me towards the ferris wheel. I wasn't really sure about going on it just because I didn't want her to get more dizzy, but I trusted her. I've never been on a ferris wheel, but it's something I've always wanted to do. I was really excited to get on it with Rose. We got on the lowest pod and we spoke and laughed as we went up. We had so much fun tonight, it was honestly so amazing. We just kept talking about all the fun moments we had together. Finally, we reached the top. I heard Rose pick something up before we leaned over the side of the pod. You could see the moon reflecting on the sea. It was so gorgeous. Rose spoke . . .

"Kamilia, you make me the happiest girl I've ever been. Whenever I'm with you, I'm always enjoying it. During the good and bad, I still love spending time with you. You're the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen, both inside and out. You're always so kind to me, so caring, so considerate. You have a heart full of gold . . . " She leaned back and I followed, she cupped my face before speaking again, an uncontrollable smile on my face.

"So that's why . . . that's why I wanna give you this." She pulled out a gold necklace with a heart on it, and she put it around my neck.

"So my question is . . . " She spoke slowly.

"Will you be my girlfriend and little?

"Yes, yes,  yes, yes I will be your girlfriend and of course I'll be your little too." I hugged her tightly and I cried happy tears of joy.