Her's Now, and Forever

~ Chapter 10 ~

{ Rose's POV }

I woke up earlier than Kamilia, so I decided to make breakfast in bed for her. I wasn't sure how she would be feeling when waking up, or if she'd still be upset, so I wanted to make things a little better for her. I was in the kitchen already, unsure what to cook. I decided on a traditional korean breakfast, since I was feeling a bit homesick and it's an easy thing for me to cook. I set out many small bowls and some plates, then I put them onto small foldable wooden table to bring up to her. I carefully made my way up the stairs and opened the door, putting the wooden table down. Then I quietly sneaked over to the bed, shaking my princess gently.

"Wake up love, it's 11 am." I spoke softly as I shook her some more. I was met with groans and lots of tossing in bed. 

"Come on baby, I made you breakfast in bed, mhm?" I expected her to shoot up, she's usually enthusiastic about about food, but she just groaned. After a couple minutes, she sat up and leaned on the bed frame. I folded out the table and set it up for her, she started eating.

"Thank you, you always treat me so well Rose." Kamil said in between bites. I could tell she was trying to act like her normal happy self, but she was just gloomy today. Maybe it was because of whatever caused the panic attack? I put my thoughts aside and got into bed with her, I ate what she didn't finish and wrapped my arms around her waist.

"How's my princess feeling today?" I gave her a kiss on the cheek as I hugged her from behind.

"I'm okay, can we go to the park? I want some fresh air." She leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Mhm, I think the park is a good idea too, why don't you get ready while I put these dishes away?" Kamil nods and goes off to my closet.

I go downstairs to clean the dishes and utensils I used to cook, I had the extra time since I woke up earlier than her, I already got dressed. For today, I chose a simple oversized yellow shirt with high waisted blue jeans. I was washing the dishes for about 15 minutes, I set them out to dry before I washed my hands with soap, grabbing a couple paper towels to dry them off with. I go back upstairs to check on Kamilia, she seemed like she was ready to go. I put my phone in my  white purse and then I took her hand.

We walked out of my house, the park was pretty close but it was just a couple blocks away. After a 5 minute walk, we came across a crosswalk and there the park was. Usually Kamilia is pretty talkative, but today she was really quiet. We walked across the road and then we got there, it was the same park we had our first date in. I remember everything here clearly. The pretty hill we sat on with the tree, the flowers surrounding us, the aroma of nature, it all brings back memories. We walked around the park for a little, looking at the different flowers, birds, and other sights. I remembered last night, I didn't really know how to start the conversation about her panic attack.

"Hey Kamilia?" We were walking on a stone bath and she stopped looking at the flowers, she instead turned her eyes towards me.

"Mhm Rose?" She replied.

"You seemed off yesterday and you had a panic attack too, today you woke up down as well, what happened that caused it?" I turned to meet her eyes, I could tell she was feeling a little anxious in the moment.

"My parents came to my apartment and made me feel horrible yesterday, I couldn't shake off what happened." 

"I'm so sorry that happened love, you're so strong for getting through that and I'm so proud of you. I have a couple questions though, do you have anxiety? Are panic attacks normal?" I asked, I needed to know this.

Kamilia went quiet for a couple seconds before sighing and answering.

"I do have anxiety, I overthink a lot, and yes I do have panic attacks but it's not usually caused by things like that." She said quietly.

"It's okay to have anxiety, there's nothing wrong with you or weird about you for it angel, I'm proud of you for telling me." I hugged her tightly. She hadn't been talkative or very affectiontate with me until now, when I felt her hug me back. It was like she came back to life in that moment.

We walked through the park some more, and we also spoke along the way. She was telling me all types of silly and weird things, I loved how she spoke freely and happily about the smallest things. I loved the way her eyes would light up about certain topics, the way her voice sounded, and most of all I just loved her. As we walked, she would sometimes swing my hand back and forth, skipping a little. Eventually, we came across a bridge in this beautiful park. Below it was a small river, it was very pretty. We leaned over the short stone wall to peak into the water. It was very calming and pretty, the fish were aligned in schools, the plants dancing with the water, the rocks stacked neatly at the bottom. It was like . . . 

It was like I've seen this place before

I was so hypnotized by the scenery that I didn't notice Kamilia wasn't looking down anymore. She grabbed my face gently and our lips met. She tasted so good, I couldn't help but kiss her more and more. I just wanted to taste her, I wanted to feel her soft lips more. We kissed so many times, her lip gloss was smudged. I wanted to taste her some more but I started to chuckle and pull away, her eyes were telling me she wanted more, but I knew better.

"Let's go out for dinner, mhm?" I whispered in her ear in a low voice.

~ Time Skip ~

We were walking up to this gorgeous 5 star restaurant. While walking there, I couldn't help but look at my gorgeous girlfriend. She was wearing a beautiful brown dress that highlighted her curves and her figure. She wore brown heels to match it, and she even blended some lipstick to make her lips absolutely gorgeous. They looked so soft and they were shining. I decided to wear a short white dress decorated with fur and I wore white heels. When we walked in, I was given a very formal greeting by a waitress.

"Good afternoon Ma'am, what is the name under your reservation?" 

"Rose." I was holding my girlfriend's hand and kissed her on the cheek. 

"Ah Rose, right this way please." The waitress led the way to our table.

While I was walking with Kamilia, I squeezed her hand and whispered into her ear . . . 

"Be a good girl mhm?" She was already blushing, I could already tell this was going to be a fun night.

The restaurant I chose was a unique one, it was one of those night restaurants that were competely dark inside, except for the neon LED lights they had floating above us. It wasn't a loud restaurant, but it wasn't too quiet either. I wanted it to be the perfect atmosphere for my princess and I. The waitress sat us down at our table and we were seated by a glass aquarium. She gave us both a menu, instructing us to ring the bell when we were ready to order before walking off. 

Kamilia put her hands on the glass aquarium wall and squeaked, "Oh my god it's an aquarium! Look at all the fish Rose!! I didn't know we'd come to such a fancy restaurant." She smiled and spoke excitedly.

"Of course we came here, only the best for my little angel." I returned her smile.

"Ahh thank you so much Rose! You're the bestest!" My heart felt warm, she's so wholesome and adorable.

We picked up our menus and looked through them, talking about the different foods and pointing at the ones that looked delicious. Eventually, I decided on a medium rare steak with a side of green beans, while Kamilia ordered BBQ ribs with a side of fries. For our drinks, we both chose water. I rang the bell and our waitress quickly came over, I told her our orders and she quickly went off to the kitchen.

"Roseeee, I wanna sit next to you, I don't wanna sit across from you." She whined, I loved when she got needy. 

"You're not allowed to princess." I smirked.

She got up and sat beside me, deliberately disobeying me.

"My my, you're quite the disobedient brat tonight hm? Didn't Mommy tell you to stay over there?" I lifted her chin up so she looked at me.

"I'm sorry Mommy." She tried to put her head down.

"If I didn't tell you to move, then you don't move. It's that simple princess, you should be happy I won't punish you here, just wait until we get home mhm?" I kissed her on the lips before turning her head and letting go of her, she quickly moved back to the other side of the table, I shot a smirk at her.

Moments later, the waitress came back with our plates, as well as two glasses of water, she also handed us our utensils. I thanked her before digging into my plate. The steak was presented beautifully, I took my knife and fork to cut it and it was very juicy. It was seasoned perfectly, the flavor melted in your mouth and the steak was very tender. Under the steak, there were my green beans. Which, just like the steak, was seasoned perfectly as well. My mouth was overloaded with pleasure from my taste buds. Looking across the table, I saw the opposite of me. Kamilia was just tearing up the ribs with her mouth, sauce all around her mouth and she was halfway through the rack, I laughed a little.

"Slow down angel, don't give yourself a stomach ache." I said, sliding a couple napkins over to her.

We sat around the restaurant for another hour, ordering our dessert and finishing our drinks. Once we finished our dessert, I left a pretty big tip and walked my girlfriend out of the restaurant. She was quiet the whole walk home, but not for the same reason as last time . . .

I grabbed my keys out of my purse and unlocked my front door, we placed our things down on the couch and led her upstairs to the bedroom. Once inside, I instructed her take off her dress and lay on the bed and I towered above her close enough where she could feel my breath, I gave her a smirk before . . .

"Since you wanna be such a brat out in public, how about we handle that now princess?" I whispered in a low tone of voice.