Her's Now, and Forever

~ Chapter 14 ~

{ Rose's POV }

We were back home by 2 pm, but Kamilia had been working for another few hours. I understand that she has a lot of work to do, so I just let her do her own thing. While she was working, I've been talking to a couple of my friends, we arranged to go out drinking this weekend. I was really excited, I loved to barhop with my friends. I have the best memories with them. I told them about my new girlfriend and they were really happy for me, I was the only single friend of the group but not anymore! Eventually, everyone else in the group chat hung up and I put down my phone, about to turn on the tv when I heard the door open . . .

"Hi love, I'm finally done with all my work now." She walked over to sit next to me, and we kissed. 

"I missed you, and I'm proud of you for that." I put my head on her thighs and smiled.

"Since I'm finally done, do you wanna paint now?" She was playing with my hair, gently massaging my scalp every now and then. I loved it so much that I was tempted to say no, I didn't really care what we did as long as we were together, but she bought it just for us so I nodded my head.

I got off the couch to sit on the floor I was met with a confused look.

"Why the floor?" She asked.

"I don't feel like moving, there's a coffee table here it'll be fine angel." I answered and she laughed.

"Okay, I'll go get it, I'll be right back love." She looked at me for approval before running upstairs and I whined, I didn't want her to go away, even if it was for a short period.

Kamilia quickly came downstairs with the kit in hand and put it on the coffee table, then sat down beside me on the floor. She began taking all of it's contents out. There were 4 big bags of clay, it was the usual weird tan-ish color. I didn't hate it, but I didn't like it either. Luckily, the kit came with all the colors, red, orange, yellow . . . and it even came with brown, black, and white! I took 2 of the bags and she took the other two. 

"Wait don't you need water to shape these?" I said.

"Oh righttt, you're very smart Rose!" She laughed a little and got up to go to the kitchen, moments later returning with a glass of water, three plates, and some knives. I figured we'd need the knives if we wanted really specific designs and the plates for cleanliness.

"This is probably gonna be really messy and I'd hate to ruin your table so let's mold on two, and put the finished ones on the other plate. I nodded and we began to shape clay together.

I decided on shaping a flower first, specifically a sunflower. I opened the 1st bag and poured some water into it, enough so it would be less hard but not too soft. I flattened it on my plate and slightly pushed the knife in a circle shape. That was the easiest part, so now I had to work on the petals. I began indenting the clay to form the first layer of petals, and then working on the 2nd layer very carefully, once I was done with the outline of the petals I cut off any excess clay. Then, I picked it up carefully and placed it on the finished plate to let it dry. I looked over at Kamilia to see her forming an oval with wings? 

"What are you doing for your first one?" I asked.

"A bee! I'm actually kinda scared of bees, but they look really cute and I like their aesthetic." She looked up at me to answer.

"You're scared of bees?" I was a little shocked, they're harmless.

"Yeah, honestly really any insect that buzzes it really freaks me out and I get really anxious." 

"Oh that makes sense!" 

"Anyways, what did you just put on the plate?" I could tell she wanted to peek over and look, but she focused on molding.

"I finished making a sunflower, they're a really pretty flower to me."

"You know what flower I think is pretty?" 

"What?"

"You, you're very gorgeous." She answered after she put her bee on the plate, kissing my lips.

I was blushing and had an uncontrollable smile on my face. After, she just started to work on her next ball of clay so I did as well. This time I wanted to make something more galatic. I decided on a crescent moon with some hanging stars. First, I made my clay softer and flattened it. I cut out a round moon, then I cut the crescent shape with the knife. Once that was done, I used the left overs to  make little strings from the moon. I flattened some more clay so I could cut 3 stars that would hang from the little strings. Once I was done, I stuck them to the string and it looked pretty. I was sure to be careful and gentle when putting it on the plate. I saw that Kamilia added her next piece there, a paw with little paw pads. I awed and then turned to her.

"Let's go wash our hands, mhm?" I said.

"Yeah, that's a good idea. I hate my hands being sticky." I laughed and we both went to the kitchen, washing out hands in the sink as we waited for the clay to dry.

After we were done, we sat down on the couch and then I remembered I had something important to talk about.

"How do you  feel about meeting my parents?"

I asked because well, I'm pretty open to my parents about my relationships. They've known that I was seeing a girl for almost 2 months, and that we made it official. Ever since then, they've been dying to meet her, especially with the way I talk about my princess. 

"Are they supportive . . . ?" She asked.

"Yeah, they're competely supportive and they're really kind. It's probably not something super soon, maybe a month or two in the future? But I was just asking for your thoughts beforehand, so it's okay if you're not comfortable with it princess."

"Nonono, I'd love to. I was just trying to make sure they wouldn't tell me 'You're going to hell' or something like that!" We both bursted out laughing and I shaked my head.

"Nah, you don't gotta worry about that, they even threw me a coming out party." It's true, I did have a coming out party around 16, I'm lucky I have such sweet parents.

"Aww, they sound very sweet. That party sounds awesome. Anyways, I'm not sure if you'd ever meet my parents, but you could meet my siblings in the future, they're pretty supportive." 

"I'm sorry your parents aren't supportive angel." I say as I kiss her and rub her back.

"No worries, I'm over it, I don't need their permission to date people." We both laugh.

We were talking for about 30 minutes until the clay dried, then we sat back down on floor and I put some water in all of the paint so it was ready to use. I took out my sunflower first, painting the middle part brown first. Then, I mixed it with a little bit of black for some speckles on the center. Once that dried, I painted the outer layers with a mixed yellow-organish color. When I was done, it looked beautiful. I placed it back on the plate and looked over at Kamilia's paw. 

"Aww it's so cute!!" She painted the paw print itself mostly pink, with some black spots, while she painted the outside white.

"Thank youuu, it's supposed to be my cat, Milk's paw." I knew she had a pet cat, but I didn't know her name.

"Milk sounds adorable, I'm sure she'd love the art!" I said before I picked up my other piece, the crescent moon with hanging stars. I mixed yellow and white to create the color of the moon and stars, while I just used plain white for the strings. Afterwards, I put some white around the rims of the stars and moon to give it a glowing, cloudy effect. I was finished, but I didn't put it on the plate I just looked at Kamilia and my mind began to wonder.

I just really wanted to go full Mommy and take care of my baby. I wanted to play with her and watch over her, make little snacks for her, give her a bubble bath with lots of toys, color with her, read her bedtime stories, put her in a cute little outfit, all those adorable things. I just wanted her to be all innocent and vulnerable, showing her raw feeling as she depended on me and called me Mommy in her cute little voice. I just wanted to scoop her up in my arms and spoil my little princess.

I placed my art piece on the plate and I heard an angelic voice beside me.

She gasped, "Oh my god Rose that's so pretty! You're so talented wowowow!" I told her thank you We both cleaned up the area, washed our hands, and left the art on the table to dry.

"Aww, thank you baby, can I ask you a question?" I kissed her cheek.

"Mhm of courseeee!" She smiled and wrapped her hands around me.

"Are you okay with slipping into littlespace? I want to baby and take care of you princess." I asked, and she paused for a second.

"Yeah but uhmm, it's not something that I can flick on or off instantly? I kinda need like a trigger to ease me into it, they're not always negative triggers though. Like some triggers can be stuffies, petnames, being asked really simple questions, cartoons, the word Mommy being spoken to me, etc." She said and then I had an idea . . . 

{ Kamilia's Pov } 

"Can you wait here for Mommy baby?" She asked in a sweet tone and I nodded. She walked out the door and I was worried, I didn't know where she went or how long she'd be gone for, but at the same time I trusted her so I waited. It was only a minute and she came back with something behind her back.

She revealed a big brown bunny and I recognized it!! It was the bunny she won for me the night she asked me out. She gave it to me to hold and it was so big and fluffy and soft and and comforting! I hugged them really tight!

"Aww my princess looks so happy, are you gonna name them?" 

"Yahh!! I gotsa think abt it!" I was jumping up and down, super excited.

I thought really super hard about a name, and I decided she's a girl bunny and her name is Mocha!! Because she's my 2nd favorite character in the Cinnamoroll movie and she's a really cool bunny puppy thingie!

"Her nam gon b Mocha da bunny!" 

"Mocha is such an amazing name!! You did a great job little one, Mommy's so proud of you!" She cooed and pat my head, I had a really super big smile on my face!

"Fank ou Mommyyy!" I could tell Mommy was super happy, like happier than usual, I dunno why she is but I'm happy she's happy! She gave me a really big hug and she smelled really good. I felt really safe in her embrace.

"Mommy's gonna give you a bath okay?" 

{ I plan to release a second chapter tonight, however I have to help my family with Christmas dinner so it may come out late. }