Her's Now, and Forever

~ Chapter 29 ~

{ Kamilia's POV }

I was in a really good mood, I had just graduated college and my lovely girlfriend rented an Airbnb for us. I thought it was a very spacious and pretty one, it was really open and decorated nicely. On the first floor, there was a bathroom, kitchen, living room, storage room, and even a game room. Honestly, I was surprised it even had a second floor and on it was our bedroom, a spare room, and a spacious closet. Rose said she had big plans for this trip, but she wouldn't tell me the details. 

Right now, I'm cleaning up the kitchen since we both cooked dinner and Rose was tired, so I had no problem cleaning it up. I sprayed down some clorox and made sure to wipe the marble counter so it would stay looking nice, I made sure I cleaned thoroughly. Honestly, it was a huge pet peeve when there's a nice space and it's dirty. After 10 minutes, I was done and I washed my hands. I leaned over on our kitchen island and just closed my eyes for a minute.

I couldn't believe I was in the same house as my soulmate right now. It all feels surreal, this vacation, her, literally everything about her. She's so perfect, caring, attentive, understanding, loving, gentle, and sweet. I really don't understand how I got so lucky and just thinking about her, I could feel myself smiling.

I felt someone hug me from behind, grinding her hips slightly too. My eyes opened to see Rose's head next to me, she gave me a cheek kiss and smirked. She wrapped her arms around me and whispered in a low voice, "Hey pretty girl."

I turned around and met her gorgeous face.

"Hey baby." I spoke before I kissed her lips.

"My princess looks so gorgeous today." She kept showering me in long wet kisses as her hands moved all over my body. I felt her hands go down to my area and she squeezed a little, making me flustered.

"Mmm, thank you love."

When she was done kissing me, she opened her eyes and I saw the desire on her face. The same dark controlling eyes from the shower, and the way she spoke, I could tell she wanted more. We glanced at each other before she took my hand, not muttering a word. I don't know what she had in mind, but I'd do anything for her. 

Rose led me out the kitchen and I thought we'd go upstairs to the bedroom, but she seemed hesitant to go up the stairs. She stopped and looked my body up and down with lust in her eyes, and with that, she caressed my cheek and our lips met to make out. Our tongues were dancing and as we were in a heated battle, she backed me against a wall and with her free hand, she held both of my wrists above me. I was so horny and turned on, we hadn't even gotten to the bedroom yet and I could already tell my panties were soaked. 

We kept making out as she grinded her hips on my pussy, I had clothes on but I could still feel it, it wasn't enough though. I could tell she was teasing me and I didn't want that, I wanted her inside of me and making me moan her name. Suddenly, she grabbed my face and planted her last kiss on here.

I began to whine out of frustration, "My my, you're such a slut, you must want everyone to see you if we continue down here, mhm?" She studied me with her dark brown eyes, we've been dating so long that she knew me, and she knew what I wanted. Even now, I still feel butterflies around her.

"Mistress, please." I learned my lesson from last time, she likes verbal answers and my obedience.

"What a good girl you are, but you'll have to wait okay?" She smirked and I whined some more. 

Rose suddenly picked me up bridal style and carried me up the stairs as she sprinkled my face in kisses. She opened the door to our bedroom and put me down on my feet.

"When I come back, I want your clothes off and I expect you to be kneeled on the floor waiting for me. Do you understand?" She whispered in a low voice and I felt so fluffy and submissive inside.

"I understand Mistress, I'll be a good girl." She smirked before she left the room and I immediately got to work. I could be a brat right now and disobey, but I like being rewarded and praised. I liked making Rose happy by being obedient, and in this moment I felt like I had to listen to her every command. I started with my crop top, then my sweatpants, socks, bra, and lastly my underwear. I threw it all in the corner of our bedroom and I kneeled obediently awaiting her return.

The door opened and the first thing I noticed was Rose's outfit, she changed out into some sexy see-through lingerie. She was holding some other stuff, but I didn't really pay attention, I was mesmerized by how the lingerie brought out all of her curves and perfections. She walked to the night stand and placed down the other things, taking something out the bag. All I could focus on is how her bubbly ass looked during all that. She walked back over to me and kneeled down, patting my head.

"Aww I'm glad I have a good little pet this time, so obedient, so precious, such a pretty puppy aren't you?" Her voice was a mix of affectionate, degrading, and humiliating. She spoke down to me in a sinister voice, but I loved every second of it. 

"Only for you Mistress." I spoke obediently, and she chuckled a little when she noticed I was staring at her gorgeous boobs.

"Who do you belong to love?" She asked, awaiting an answer I was too zoned out to give.

"Eyes up here, pay attention or I'll have to punish you. You wouldn't want that, would you?"

"No Mistress, I'm sorry. I belong to you Mistress." I shook my head alot and spoke in a soft voice, her disapproval made me feel weird and still fuzzy inside.

"That's what I thought, now since you're my little pet, I have to make sure you don't get lost mhm?" She looked into my eyes and she grabbed a collar with my name on it. It was a pretty one, it was pink with a cute bow in the middle, and light pink ruffles on the outside. Below the bow, there was a heart dog tag that read my name. I noticed on the back, it read "Owner: Rose Young" Just reading it made my heart flutter, I've always wanted to be collared. It's such an intimate thing and it means so much to me.

Rose pat my head one last time and opened the collar, she caressed both my face and neck slowly before she fitted the collar around me and clasped it. It actually felt really comfortable because there was padding inside. I smiled and I wanted to hug her but I didn't have permission to move.

"Since you're officially my pet now, that means I can do this." She smirked and slipped two fingers in me, and slipped them out quickly, putting them into her mouth. It felt so good and it was so short and quick and I wanted more. I wasn't even done with my moan before she slipped out, I got so whiney. Fuck I wanted her in me. 

"Aww what's wrong puppy?" She let out a pout and used an even more degrading tone with me, but I still kept whining out of frustration.

"You can whine all you want princess. You're my little pet now so I can do what I please with you. You're just my little play thing, my little slut, my pretty little toy I get off of." She laughed.

"Mistress please, I want you in me. I want you to fuck me and make me feel so good, please Mistress. Please." I whined and begged, teasing was fun but it's so painful. I can feel my pussy getting all wet and dripping onto the floor.

"What? Are you that much of a needy little slut for me that you can't wait? Don't worry, I'll make  sure your pretty little legs won't be able to walk." She leaned into me and whispered in my ear. God damn fucking finally, my pussy is dripping from the wait. 

Rose stood up and walked to the bed, I followed after her but when she turned around she had a weird look on her face.

"I didn't give you permission to get up yet, pet." I was blushing and flustered, but I had so much sexual frustration. She was driving me nuts.

"I'm sorry Mistress."

"Since you wanna get on the bed so bad, go ahead and put your pretty little ass up for me princess." 

"Yes Mistress." I did exactly as she said, I got on the bed and stuck my ass in the air for her. I couldn't see where she went but she came back shortly.

"What's your colour angel?" Rose asked as she carassed and kissed all over my ass.

"Green." I moaned out as she delivered a smack to my ass.

"Good girl."

I thought Rose would slap my ass again, but I didn't feel her hand. I felt something else smack my ass and it still felt good. I glanced back to see it was a nine tailed flogger, she kept hitting me and hitting me and I was moaning after moan after moan. I was moaning so much and my breathing started getting heavier, but then she suddenly stopped. I sighed again, she knows what she's doing.

Rose flashed a smirk at me before she ordered me to roll over and positioned me on the bed. She grabbed a harness from the bag she brought in and attached a dildo to it. The way she was looking at me with lust and dominance had me weak in the knees, quite literally. She had my knees guided apart and she came between them with the strap on.

"Since you're such a good little slut, we don't even need lube mhm?" She slid the tip in and out slowly.

"Yes Mistress, I'm so wet for you." I moaned as she pushed it deeper and deeper inside me. I felt so good and I was aching for more. She started off slow, like usual, but she wouldn't speed up at all. I'd be right there about to orgasm but I can't.

"Fuckkkk, why do you keep edging and teasing me?" I whined and she just moved her hips at the same speed, bending down to plant a kiss on my face.

"If you want me to go faster, beg for it." She whispered in my ear with a grin on her face.

"Please Mis . . .tress, I need you to go faster. I . . . want to cum all over you and I want you to pleasure . . . me. I want to be your go . . .od ah fuck-ing little slut! I need you to fuck me so hard and so fast, pl . . please rail the fuck out of me like the slut I am!" I begged and whined through my moans.

"Mhm, you have two choices. You can cum right now, or cum later and you'll get to scissor your Mistress. Pick which one you want princess. You should know, the 2nd option won't be easy." She chuckled as she kept going in and out of me slowly.

"Se-second Mistress!"

Rose slid out of me and I got so frustrated, fuckkkk how long is she gonna keep doing this. The second option seems easy because she's not even letting me anywhere near cumming. I noticed she slipped off her strap on and towered above to me caress my face. She planted slow kisses on my face as she spoke . . .

"I have a game for you, it's gonna start when I slip my fingers in your tight little pussy and you win if you don't cum and you keep kissing me, do you understand princess?" 

"Yes Mistress, I understand." I wanted to roll my eyes, this seems like an easy game.

Rose smirked and she slipped two fingers into my pussy at last. She was going really slow so I was still kissing her as she fucked me, moaning between each kiss. But then Rose started to speed up, she was going so fast and she was hitting the right places and I could feel it coming on. I started to pant and I was trying to keep up with kissing her, but it was getting harder and harder. My moans bursted out and I was close, but I was trying to hold it back.

"Why the long face? Didn't you want me to go faster? Didn't you just beg me to go faster so you could cum like the little slut you are?" She said in a degrading voice as she kept kissing me and finger fucking my soft lips hard. My pussy was throbbing and I just wanted to release so bad, but I also wanted to scissor Rose. I wanted to rub our pretty lips together.

My breathing was getting louder and louder until Rose stopped and she tasted my nectar in her mouth, laughing.

"Mhm, I didn't think you could do it. You're such a good girl." She grabbed my face to shower me in kisses, and started to move down to take off her underwear and then she stopped.

"Since you were so good, you can take these off of your Mistress." My eyes beamed at that statement, I was so excited to be able to touch her!

"Thank you Mistress." I smiled and she laid down for me to take her lingerie panties off. I pulled them down her hips, then legs, and her feet. I threw them over in the clothes pile from earlier and we positioned ready to scissor.

Rose and I had our thighs open so our pussies could rub together. At first, we started off slow but we got faster and faster. Our clits and our lips were touching as we had a heated make out session above. My high pitch moans were coming out and so were Rose's, her moans were like music to my ear. We were both about to cum so we came on each other. Rose took her finger and got some of her desire to put in my mouth, tasting her nectar felt so good. We laid back on the bed exhausted.

Rose took the initiave and cuddled me, we were spooning to be exact. She made sure to cover us up with the cover and I felt her warm body curled up against me, I felt really safe. I was glad to be the little spoon this time. 

"You did such a good job angel, how are you feeling?" She asked in a sweet tone, kissing my cheek as she rubbed my stomach.

"I feel okay, I just feel really weird and emotional and I'm not used to it." I whined and I started to feel anxious. Why do I feel anxious? I was just fucked and given the best sex of my life and now my anxiety is kicking in, great. God what is wrong with me.

Rose tapped on my arm gently and repeated, "Are you listening princess?" 

"No, sorry I got too into my thoughts. I feel all anxious and I really shouldn't I-" I was ranting and speaking fast and Rose cut me off.

"Hey hey shh it's okay, no need to apologize. It's okay to feel anxious and emotional, it's not something you shouldn't feel. It's normal after an intense BDSM scene, it's called sub drop love. It's an unpleasant experience or feeling, mentally or physically, after BDSM scenes. I'm here for you angel, don't worry." She spoke in a soft gentle tone.

Rose held me even tighter, she also rubbed my stomach a little more. I really love that she knows me so well, she knows that physical touch soothes me. Suddenly I feel tears come out of my eyes, and I start to cry softly.

"Baby why are you crying? Is it something that upset you? What happened?" She sat up and kissed my cheek.

"It's because I love you, you treat me so well."

{ Damnnn, it's been a long time since I've updated. Anyways, next chapter is the last chapter of this book. OOOOoo and this chapter was spiccyyyyy, had me feeling so many butterflies. Please  let me know if you'd like to see a sequel or if you'd be interested in other stories from me! }