Her's Now, and Forever

~ Chapter 27 ~

{ Kamilia's POV }

I woke in my crib with Mommy snuggled up against me and I was suckling on something really comforting but I didn't feel good. There was an icky feeling and I didn't like it. The thing I was suckling on fell out and whines started to escape from my mouth. Tears were streaming down my face as I cried and then I heard a voice.

"Shhh it's okay baby." She spoke in a sleepy tone and rubbed my stomach a little. I kept crying and got louder, then she fully woke up.

"Hm? What's wrong with my baby?" She sat up while she cooed in a happy tone, but I didn't answer. I tried to use my words but it was really hard so I kept crying and I hugged her.

Mommy felt really warm and cozy and she made me feel better, but the icky feeling didn't go away. I felt her unzip my footed pajama slightly and put her hand in it to feel something.

"Aww is that why my baby's so upset? Let's get you in a clean diaper angel." She tickled my tummy while she cooed and I let out a giggle. Mommy kissed my head and lowered the bars to get out the crib. I started crying again because I didn't feel Mommy's warmth anymore and I was sad.

"Mommy's just getting your changing mat angel, she's not going anywhere." I couldn't understand why she had to leave me so I started to kick my feet and sob. After she pulled something from under the crib and got some other stuff, she blew raspberries on my stomach and made me giggle again. Then, she picked me up and laid me on the changing mat. 

Mommy began to unzip my footed pajama and slipped it off me, she tickled me after she slipped it off and more giggles came out of me. She began to untape my diaper but I kept kicking and giggling.

"Baby stay still, Mommy's gotta change you. Don't you wanna be in a clean diapee?" She cooed and I giggled more, I dunno why but kicking was super fun! I kept doing it and then she sighed, she took my diaper off and went to go get something. She came back with a toy and waved it in front of my face, it made a cool sound.

"Look princess! It's some keys, do you wanna play with them?" I nodded and took the keys, they were such pretty keys! There were 3 of them, colored blue, pink, and purple! When I jingled them they made a funny sound and I giggled. I wasn't paying attention to what Mommy was doing anymore, nor was I kicking, but the icky feeling went away and I was happy! While I was playing with the keys, Mommy went away and came back with a shirt. I sat up and she put it on me, then she clipped my paci on the shirt, carrying me out the nursery as I held Mocha in my arms.

Mommy carried me downstairs and told me to be a good girl while she set up my playpen. She gave me a coloring book and some crayons to color, I got to work on one of the pages but coloring pretty was really hard and it ended up as lots of scribbles. I crawled over to Mommy and showed it to her, she said she was super proud of me! I giggled and clapped lots. Once she set up the playpen, she dropped in some toys that looked really fun! I crawled over to a rattle and picked it up, shaking it made a funny sound!

"Shaki shaki!" I gasped and giggled.

"Yes baby, the rattle makes a sound when you shake it!" She cooed and pat my head.

"Mommy's gonna go make some yummy dinner for us okay? Just be a good girl and play for me." She slipped my pacifier in and I suckled happily as she stood up and went into the kitchen to cook.

After shaking the rattle again and again, I kept giggling until I got bored and moved onto the next toy. I crawled over to a xylophone, picking up both sticks as I played songs on it. At first, I was just dragging it and making whatever sounds, giggling. But then I had an idea! I wanted to play twinkle twinkle little star so I tried to hit random keys to make it and I did! I giggled and sang with it as Mocha was sitting next to me. I also played other songs like ones from Disney movies! I loved it and I kept giggled and clapping my hands. It was fun but I got bored again and began to crawl to another toy with Mocha. When we got there, I unclipped my paci and put it on her.

"der 'ocha!"

It was a wooden box with 4 holes of shapes, and I also had 4 soft shapes! It looked cool because the shapes were colorful and pretty but each hole was shaped differently and I couldn't fit the shapes in. I got frustrated and kept trying again, I was trying to put the pointy shape in the circly hole and it wouldn't go in! I tried and tried and I spit my pacifier out, starting to cry. Mommy walked over and kneeled inside my playpen.

"What's got you all upset baby?" She cooed.

I pointed at the toy and I tried putting the shape in again, but it wouldn't go in! Mommy laughed and held up the pointy shape.

"This is a triangle sweet girl, it doesn't go into the circle hole. It goes into the hole that looks like it! Can you point to the hole that looks like this baby?" She cooed and I pointed to the pointy, or the triangle hole as she said.

"Now try to put that in there hun." She handed me the block and I put it in the hole, and it actually went in! I giggled and clapped.

"di' it!" I babbled.

"Yes you did do it! Now can you show me where you think this one goes?" She held up a spikey shape and I pointed to the spikey hole, she nodded and pat my head.

"That's right baby! Mommy's gonna go finish dinner okay? It's gonna be done soon so you might not have much time to play." I didn't really understand what she said because I was trying to get the other shapes into their holes but she got up and went back to the kitchen.

After 10 minutes of playing with lots of fun toys, Mommy said it was time for dinner and she set two plates on the living room table. It was chicken alfredo and I saw a hello kitty plate! I gasped and tried to get out the playpen but Mommy went back to the kitchen and came back with a glass and a bottle.

"Sweetheart, don't do that. Wait until Mommy gets you, okay?" She unlocked the playpen door and I crawled over to my plate. I stuck my fingers in it and Mommy sighed . . .

"Hold on sweetheart, Mommy's gonna feed you. You're far too little to feed yourself." She put a bib on me and cleaned off my fingers.

I whined and pouted but then a smile appeared on my face, Mommy got a fork and picked up some chicken alfredo and fed me with the airplane trick! Sometimes she did the train, a space ship, and even a helicopter! It was really fun and the food was yummy, by the end of it there was alfredo sauce all over my face and giggles were coming out of me. She wiped off my face and gave me my baba. Mommy put on Puppy Dog Pals for me and sat on the couch with her plate.

"Can you be a good girl and drink your baba while Mommy eats?" I babbled and sucked on my baba as I watched the cartoons. It was apple juice and it was really yummy! I was super happy as I got to see the puppies dance and sing and go on adventures! I'd giggle and point out certain stuff with babbles and I could hear Mommy awe. When Mommy was done she took both of our plates and her glass back to the kitchen because I wasn't done with my baba yet. She left the cartoons on but carried me back in my playpen and kneeled down to me.

"Mommy has to use the potty, just stay here like a good girl while she's gone okay?" I babbled back to her and she took it as a reply, leaving to go potty. I took a crayon and scribbled more in my coloring book but then I got bored, I wanted something else to color! Mommy left the playpen unlocked so I pulled the entrance super hard and it opened, I giggled and made sure I took a crayon with it.

I knew Mommy's office would have cool coloring sheets so I got on my knees to open the door and then crawled in. It was super biggg! I saw lots of shelves and full drawers, but there was a table in the corner with lots of papers on it so I crawled over to that. It didn't have any cute characters like my coloring book, it had lots of words I couldn't understand but I still scribbled on it and I even made a flower! Mommy would be super proud! I made sure I scribbled and left something on every paper, just for her! I giggled and clapped and then I heard footsteps come in the room.

"Baby why are you- oh my god what have you done!" She walked in and then she saw my scribbles. I giggled and smiled while holding the coloring sheets! She didn't look happy though, she looked very upset and her tone wasn't happy, but I colored and she's usually proud to see those!

"p'oud?" I tilted my head and bounced.

"No baby, I'm not proud what you've done, you colored on Mommy's important papers instead of your coloring book." Mommy was trying to be calm but her voice was angry and scary so I dropped my crayon and the papers and started to cry. I didn't understand why she was mad.

Mommy ran over and picked up the papers, mumbling stuffs I didn't understand, "I can't get a copy of these, my clients and boss is gonna be so mad."

I sniffled and crawled over to Mommy, tugging her pants.

"You're gonna get punished for this." She spoke in an angry tone, not the soft voice she usually uses with me so I began crying again. I wanted Mommy's affection and love, I didn't wanna be punished and I didn't understand why I was getting one. 

She picked me up and took a chair from the kitchen, placing and turning the chair towards the corner, before she tried to sit me down but it didn't work. I kept holding on to her as I cried.

Mommy moved my hands and sat me down in the chair, "Stay here for 20 minutes, and you better not move." She said in a stern voice and left. As soon as she was out of my sight I started to sob and cry. I wasn't allowed to turn around or move and and I wanted Mocha because she had my paci. I dunno why I was getting punished, maybe Mommy's mad at me? Maybe I'm a really really bad girl and she hates me. I started to sob harder because there were so many bad thoughts. I decided to leave the chair and crawl back to my playpen to get Mocha but Mommy was on the couch and she saw me.

Mommy took a deep breath before picking me up again, "Didn't I tell you to stay in the corner? We're gonna reset the timer now." I tried to be a big girl and tell Mommy why I left but all I did was whine and point at Mocha, which she couldn't see because my head was over her shouder as she carried me back to the corner.

"If you leave again, you're gonna stay here for 25 minutes brat." She muttered when she put me down in the chair. She left and I began to sob again, I was crying so hard into my arms. I didn't have my paci or my stuffie and and Mommy was mad and and she called me a brat! I never ever ever been called a brat by Mommy so that hurt me. I sobbed the whole 25 minutes and when it was up, Mommy carried me back to the couch, bouncing me as she wiped my tears.

"Shhh calm down baby, it's okay, punishment is over. You were such a good girl and you took it." She kissed my wet cheeks and cooed, but I moved out of her arms and went to the opposite end of the couch, crying more.

"mama b'at!" I sobbed and she held me, wiping my face again.

"Mommy didn't mean to call you a brat, she's really sorry.  Mommy had some big emotions and she didn't mean to take it out on you, I'm so sorry princess." 

"I ba' babi!" 

"No, no, you're not a bad baby angel. You're a very good baby, you just made a mistake. You're Mommy's good little girl, don't you know that? You're such a sweet, adorable, precious little baby." She cooed and I started to giggle again.

"Aww there's my happy baby again! It's getting kinda late for such a tiny baby to be up, how about we get you ready for bed hm?" I babbled and she grabbed Mocha as she took me upstairs and into my nursery.

Since I was only wearing a t-shirt and my diapee, she could easily change my wet diaper. I didn't notice she was changing me because I was playing with Mocha the whole change! She put me into a onesie that had kitties on it and then she put me in my crib. I was confused because I thought I was gonna sleep with Mommy, I started pouting and whining.

"seeb mama!" 

"No baby, you're not gonna sleep with Mommy tonight because you're very very little. You don't wanna roll out of bed and get an ouchy, now would you?" I shook my head but I still whined.

"peas!" 

"I can't let you sleep with me, but I can stay here until you fall asleep angel. Mommy can even read you a story, would you like that?" I forgot about everything else she said and I heard story, I started bouncing and giggling, nodding my head.

Mommy picked out a book to read, If You Gave A Mouse A Cookie, it was about all the stuff the mouse with the cookie did! He took it to school, played ball with it, and everything! Mommy was super good at doing the voices and she even showed me the pretty pictures on each page! I loved it so so much. When my eyes start to droop, Mommy put my pacifier in my mouth and kept reading as I suckled. I eventually closed my eyes before she finished the book and I felt her kiss my forehead.

"Goodnight my little princess, sweet dreams and Mommy loves you so much!" She tucked me in and I heard her get up, pull up the bars, and then the door closed.