The Choi Roomates - Yeonbin

This Was The Chois (ENDING)

I rubbed my eyes, and smiled sadly.

"It's been 5 months, Kai."

-

Today marked the fifth month; of Hueningkais death.

I still remember getting the news.

His birthday was coming up. We were supposed to be at our house together, celebrating, weren't we?

I miss you so much.

"Morning Soobin.." Yeonjun whispered. I didn't even realize he was awake.

"Sorry, did I wake you up?" I asked, as he chuckled.

"No, you didn't." He sighed, as he looked to the picture next to our bed.

"Yeonjun.." I whispered, a lump forming in my throat. I missed him so much.

"I know, I know.." He sniffled, wiping the tears away.

"It still hurts.."

I pulled him into a hug.

"He would've been so happy today. I wonder if he's watching over us?" He cried, as I held him.

"He is.. He is." I cried as well. I finally broke.

I missed him beyond everything. Today is the last day of shooting the show.

It had been six months today.

It hurt, it being the same day as Huening's six month death anniversary.

"Hey, guys." Beomgyu opened the door, as we looked up. His expression was a forced smile.

It hurt everyone just as much as it hurt us.

"The others are gonna come over soon. We should get ready." He softly said. I could see the shine of his eyes.

It must've been hard on him as well.

"Yeah, we'll be up in a second." I said, as Yeonjun wiped his face.

"Let's get ready, so we can have time to visit him."

-

"Hello little Kai..." Wooyoung whispered, as he placed Kai's favorite plushie on his lap.

"Heh.. remember when I said this was for babies? I sleep with this everyday now." He laughed shakily.
Then he sighed.

"I miss you." He cried, as he covered his face.
San pat the back of his head.

"We all do." He whispered, and contemplated Kai's name.

San Choi; he was a strong guy. Cry? He didn't even cry when his dog of 13 years died.

But this.. was a boy he met no more than just mere months ago. He only had him around for a month.

So why did it hurt so much?

Tears rolled down his face, before he helped Wooyoung up.

"Hey.. can I have a moment with him?" Taehyun softly smiled, before San nodded.

"Hey, let's get going." He told Wooyoung. The crying boy left a pile of roses on the boys grave, and got up to leave.

"It's okay. It'll be okay." San whispered shakily as he placed his hand on Taehyuns shoulder.

The other didn't answer.

"We'll be waiting in the car."

Taehyun stood for minutes that felt like hours.

Then he collapsed on the floor.

"Kai.. Hueningkai.." He sobbed, his hand on his elbow as he sobbed.

"Why did you do it? Why?" He yelled, as he slapped the ground.