The Choi Roomates - Yeonbin

Let Me Out

"Beomgyu."

Beomgyu turned to the sound of his name, and looked at the man in the eyes.

"Taehyun.." He mumbled, and sighed.

"I'm tired of this, Beomgyu." Taehyun whispered, as Beomgyu bit his lip.

"What do you want?" Beomgyu glared, his voice shaking.

"You loved me first."

Beomgyu stopped, and turned.

"But you didn't love me. You loved Seonghwa."

"Beomgyu.. I just.. I liked you. For a long time. To be honest.."

"Then why did you do that?" Beomgyu yelled, as Taehyun flinched.

"You.. were too good for me." Taehyun said; Beomgyu being taken aback.

"I loved you; No, I love you. Not wanting a relationship was.. a cover up. I knew you liked me too. I had to do something, and in the process I began to love another man." He muttered, as he clenched his fists.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Beomgyu cried, as tears strolled down his face.

"You bastard.. I suffered so much.." He sobbed, as he ran to give Taehyun a hug.

"I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry.." Taehyun cried, as he hugged the other back tightly.

"To be honest.. I was supposed to use Hendery to.. make you jealous. But I love him.. I love him so much." Beomgyu whispered, as Taehyun felt his heart ache.

"I understand. I.. waited to long." He admit, as he let go of Beomgyu.

"No.. but even after all you did.. I still love you." Beomgyu cried, as he pulled the other in again.

"Please never leave me again.. please.."

"I thought I was the only one in your heart now." Hendery whispered, looking through a corner.

He walked, and walked and walked.

And then he stopped.

"I don't want to be in the way," He softly said. "You saved me for long enough."

Step, step, step.

He got up on the border.

He walked around, balancing himself.

What difference would it make? He thought.

No; he has friends. He has a family. A boyfriend..ish. He has...

Fans.

He got down, as the air dried his tears.

The night was bright, and the billboard that read HAPPY BEOMGYU DAY in front of him shined brightly.

He chuckled, and opened his phone.

He took a selfie next to it.

HENDERY: Gyu! Look~
[1 ATTACHMENT]
Happy Birthday ❤️

He closed his phone and smiled.
Exiting the building, he drove to the dorm he shared with his friends.

Tears blurred his sight, as the city lights looked like little bright dots

Getting out of the car, he smiled.

He left the keys on the handle.

Walk, Walk, Walk

"I'm home." He called out.

No answer.

He sighed, and walked into his room, the one he shares with Yangyang.

He sat on his bed, and ran his hand through his hair.

He looked on the nightstand.
His medication.

He picked the bottle up.

Rattle, rattle, rattle.

The pills were in his hand.

There was a glass of water.

He took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry."

Suddenly, the door burst open.

"Guanheng you bastard! How long have you been out these days?" Yangyang whined, as he hugged the older.

"You-!" He started, before he heard the other sniffle.

"What's wrong Yang?" He asked, as the other looked up, his eyes shining with tears.

"Hendery." Yangyang cried, and hugged the other.

"What's wrong? Tell me."

"You were going to hurt yourself.. weren't you?" He cried. "I know you were."

"I..." Hendery tensed up, as the other slapped him.

"Don't ever do that! You can't." He yelled, as the other was caught of guard.

Liu Yangyang. He was a good kid. He played tough and rough. He never cried.

So this sight was a mind opener.

He mattered.

"I'm sorry.." Hendery cried.

"You better be.. don't hurt yourself...

I love you." He whispered.

Hendery was caught of guard.

"I love you too, Yangyang." He smiled.
"No you bastard! I love you. I like you." He grumbled, as he smacked the other.

"You.." Hendery blushed.
He still loved Beomgyu
But Yangyang looked so beautiful tonight.
He never noticed how pretty he was.

"You.. do?" Hendery whispered.

Yangyang nodded, embarrassed.

"I.. Give me some time." Hendery smiled.

"I will. I'll wait for you- just like I have for the past years." Yangyang quipped, as he smiled.

Hendery looked down and softly smiled.

"Thank you for liking me."

- THE END OF THE HENDERY AND BEOMGYU ARC!!! -