My Love from Heaven

MLFH 28

Sht. Naalala ko na naman lahat. Lahat ng sakit.

Nandito ako ngayon sa likod ng building namin, umiiyak. I can't take this anymore.. Ayaw ko na. I give up!

"Will you be my girlfriend, Keira?"

"Yes. Yes! Kyle, Yes!" We hugged each other after he court me.

"I love you! I love you so much! Hinding hindi mo pagsisisihan to, Keira. Mahal na mahal kita!"

Ugh! Sana totoong namatay ka at nalason! But hell! They tricked me!

"Dad, iiwan niyo po ba kami ni Mommy?"

"N-no. Of course not, baby."

"I heard you! You said you're in a relationship with the other girl. Who is it dad?" I asked while I cry.

"No. Of course i don't. Kayo lang family ni Daddy, hindi tama yung nadinig mo, baby."

Liar! It's true! I'm so stupid to believe in what you've said to me!

"Liar." I said while I cover my face.

"Hindi tayo iiwan ng dad mo. At hindi rin kita iiwan.. Di yata kaya ni Mom na iwan ka noh?"

"Sure? Coz' I'm not sure."

"I'm super sure. Kung nasaan ako, nandun ka. Hindi tayo magkakahiwalay.. Promise."

I hate PROMISES! Pangako is pako, they say.

Promise is just like Forever. They DON'T exist. They're Fake. They're not real. They can't be proven.

"But your promise..."

"I want you to know that you have a talent, Keira."

"Someday, I'll share it to everyone! At syempre sainyo rin ni Mom and Dad!"

"I'm so happy for you, my Keira. Promise me, na sasabihin mo sakin talent mo ha?"

"Sure, Mamita! Hindi ko po to itatago. Swear!"

Sorry, Mamita. Pero nashare ko naman po e. Ang kaso.. Hindi ko nashare as in sa lahat ng tao. Because Mom, Dad and you, are not around. Wala kayo sa tabi ko.. Walang sumusuporta sakin.

"I miss you..."

"Parky, crush kita!"

"What? Crush? .... LANG?"

"Tss. Anong gusto mo, yung sinasabi ng matatanda na 'umiibig' ? Yuck, Parky. We're too young for that!"

"I hate you, Franky! You're so mean to me. Paglaki talaga natin, sisiguraduhin kong magagandahan ka sakin."

Iniwan mo ko. Mangiiwan ka.

INIWAN NIYO KONG LAHAT! SINAKTAN NIYO KONG LAHAT! Your Promises, I love you's, and more... Ugh! Wala naman e! Sinaktan niyo ko. Sobra!

I removed my hands covered to my face and wiped my tears away. "I need cigarette and alcohol right now." I stood up and walked alone.

Suddenly, rain poured. Heavy rain. May bagyo ba?

Wow. The heavy rain is approaching..

"Cigarette, please." After that I also bought alcohol and sat on the ground. Nasa park ako ngayun.. And I don't care kung madumihan ako.