My Love from Heaven

MLFH 1

Badtrip, hindi mawala sa isip ko na bukas na ang pasukan. Nakakatamad kayang pumasok. AKo? Matalino? Oo, tama kayo dyan. Pero hindi lahat ng matatalino masisipag magaral at pumasok ha. Paalala ko lang.

Dahil ako na matalino, tamad pumasok. Pwede naman kasi akong maghome school hindi nga lang talaga ako pinapayagan ni Mamita, yung Lola ko. Baka hinihintay nyo pa akong magkwento dito? Oh, come on.. -.- fine. May magaagawa ba ako? Sabihin nyo lang kung meron.. Ano?

Back when I was a child-- hoy, baka iniisip nyong kumakanta ako? Oo, maganda boses ko. Pero pwede ba? Wala akong araw para dyan.

Again.. Back when I was a child, siguro nung mga 8 or 9 years old pa ako. I'm with my mom inside the car. Of course she's the one who's driving the car. Suddenly, there's a motorcycle who overtake in front of us. Mom was so shocked that's why bigla syang napaliko. Unfortunately, nabangga kami sa truck na napaka laki. gabi non, That time. So sino ba namang hindi magugulat ng ganon? Tapos sobrang nakakasilaw yung ilaw ng motorcycle sa likod. Tsk. -_-

And after the accident, nagising na lang ako at nalamang patay na si Mom. That she passed away. I cried very hard, when Mamita said that to me. Btw, nagca-comma ako nuon, it took 5 years. Mas nagalit ako sa gumawa nito.. Kasi hindi ko man lang nakita si Mom sa libing nya. Para sana kahit nakapikit sya nakikita ko parin sya. Dati pilit kong idasal kay God na sana nung nagising ako, wala akong maalala. Para hindi kagad ako masaktan. Because i'm still to young to get hurt! And i'm freaking mad at myself. I don't know why pero isa lang naiisip ko kung bakit.. at yun ay dahil sa bakit ako pa ang nabuhay kung pwede naman si Mom.

Bukod pa ruon, nung nacomma ako at nung nawala na rin si Mom... sabi sakin ni Mamita, iniwan na ako ni Dad. Pinagpatuloy na nya ang pagsama sa babae nya sa australia. I cried harder when I heard that from Mamita. I didn't had a chance to tell that to Mom because she passed away.

Kaya kay Mamita ako lumaki.. Well, actually sa yaya ko. Mamita is always at work. Sometimes, she's visiting her relatives or amigas in other countries. She already asked me many times if she want me to come with her and introduce me to her amigas and relatives. But I also kept on rejecting her invite. I don't want Mamita to get embarassed to her friends because of me..of my attitude. Also, i'm a bit snobbish. ^_-

Now, I'm Keira Park Wang.. Oo, may lahi akong korean. Wala naman siguro kayong problema duon diba?^_- You can call me, Keira. Alangan namang buuin nyo pa diba? I'm 19 years old. 3rd year college. Do I have to tell you everything about me? So I guess not.

Also, kung hindi nyo maitatanong, wag na lang. Basta sasabihin ko kung ano ang gusto kong sabihin.

Well, may galit lang naman ako sa mundong to. Galit ako sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko except to my Mamita and yaya. Galit ako sa mga lalaki. As in lahat. Mapa-ibang planeta man o langit.. What I usually do is to listen to music and compose songs. Hey you! Yes, the one who's reading this.. don't you dare tell anyone about MY songs. Okay? Clear.

I composed 2 songs. Titles? Siguro and Maybe. -_-||| if it seems corni or baduy to you, I don't care. Di nyo pa naman to naririnig.

Right now, I'm sitting on the bed.. my bed, wearing head phone. Music notebook on my lap. Crumpled papers on the floor. Papers spread on my bed. Sa madaling salita.. my room is a mess. Well,there won't be crumpled papers on the floor kung magsho-shoot sila sa trash bin. ^_• (raises one eyebrow)

*knock knock*

"The door is open." I said, while I remove my headphone. Pumasok naman yung kumatok.

"Ms. Wang aren't you supposed to be in the National book store by this time?"

Kinuha ko phone ko sa tabi ko. It's iPhone 6 ^_^, tiningnan yung orasan. It's already 1:25pm, binalik ko tingin ko kay Yaya Sitti. And smile. "Yah, you're right.. You may now get back to your work, magbibihis na ako. After 5minutes, buksan mo na ang gate." She nodded and start to open the door and closed it.

Nilagay ko na sa tabi ko yung head phone ko at yung notebook ko. And stood up para magayos.