Guilt

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KATY'S POV

I don't think it 's healthy for me to be this worried. The guilt is killing me. Guilt. That one word is so many things. It ends relationships, Friends,Family have split form it. It's terrible. I have to endure it just like everybody else. It's just life. Not one of the better parts. Definatley not a better. I have this constant feeling in the pit of my stomach. I think it's about not telling Niall about Abby.

I mean I was doing the right thing. Right? I mean everyone's career's would be ended. All my fault. I would get constant hate. Have no friends. You get the rest of thr dramatic t.v. show i'm not supposed to be in Cyberbully. 

Most girls would kill to be me. I mean sister of Niall Horan, Best friends with Harry Styles, living the dream, right? Wrong. I have a minor case of depression. That's the real reasson i went on tour mom and Jon thought it would help. It didn't. I mean my family loves me and all that. But i always got bullied in school, Life long dork. Didn't go to prom, Homecoming, nada.

Never told anybody of course. Endured all the pain, never once cut or thought about suicide though. It was never the answer. Never. I was always on the optimistic side. Thought it would get better. That i would be famous and they'd all be sorry. That mission was sort of accompilshed.+

But in this movie the girl didn't get happily ever after. Always thought she did, right? I know its a sob story. Never told anybody. Not Jon, not Niall, not even Harry. I don't want pity. Always hated it. Pity.

So annoying the way people put on a fake smile and sympathy. Tell you their sorry. Disgusts me. If you're going to concern yourself with it actually care. Not pity, 'cause i have a feeling i'm not the only one.

So i decieded to plug in some Ed Sheeran and, not worry about it. If Guilt could kill i'd be D-E-A-D.

BOB'S POV

So my lovlies, we've intoduced you to guilt. One more thing to worry about. Everything is not what it seems. Don't worry my children. She could end up happy, heartbroken, dead, angry,oh the possibilties are endless.

I don't mean to worry you but, how can you not worry? So many things could happen my pretties. So many. Will she end up with Zayn, Liam, Louis, Harry?

Anybody at all, this may be a romance but its also a trgedy.You'll just have to find out what happens next.

You see Bob is sort of an... angel, guardian, protecter. Of who? well you just can't figure it out can you. It's a mystery, tragedy, but also a romance. Will this be the next big story?

 But, we will be back all of us Jelousy,love,hate, and GUILT. You will just have to wait for me loves. We will be back. You just wait, this is not the end of our little Adventure.

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