Indescribable

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Bob's POV

So, Katy cut my dears. She did just as the knife told her. Will she just try to end it all? Or is she stronger than that? Well, you just don't know, do you? Will THEY find out? And WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON ON THAT LIST?!??!!

You're about to find out.

UNKNOWN POV

 and Abby

Katy's POV

Ever since I cut everything's been... weird?

I mean, I've been so paranoid somebody knows or will know. It's nerve wrecking to think that someone could know you're deepest darkest secrets in a matter of seconds. With just one simple slip-up from you.

Anybody could walk-in on me without my bracelets on, I mean I've just cleared up things with them, and imagine how much this would ruin it! I can't risk it! I have to be super careful. Always wear long sleeves or bracelets.

I can't help but feel relived that I did though... it sort of just masked everything. but I know its wrong. It's so strange the feeling I get though. Relief? No. Pain? No. Delight? Ugh. No Why can't I describe it?!

 The feeling is indescribable. That's the word.

But everyone would think I'm just the mental person who chops herself up. I don't think I can deal with that. I don't even know if I'm weak or strong. I can't take the feeling of people knowing though. The wouldn't except me.

But then again, they already don't except me. So should I tell them or shouldn't I?

The fragile door creaking open distracts me from my thoughts. When I gaze up I see... Nothing? That's strange. Maybe just the wind. I'll sleep on these delicate matters. As if that'll help. a little voice says in my head before I drift into a stirring sleep.

A/N

IS HARRY REALLY DATING KIMBERLY???????????????

COMMENT AND TELL ME CUZ IM CRYING RIGHT NOW

- A BROKEN HARRY GIRL

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