Niki's POV
I toss and turn in bed not able to fall asleep. I stare at the ceiling and let out a big sigh before turning to my side, where she normally is laying down next to me. I keep forgetting she isnt there..
I messed up didnt I?
I can't fall asleep without her...what do I do? I regret what I did now..I don't think she will ever forgive me..."Oh Jiwoo.. I miss you.." I whisper closing my eyes hoping to fall asleep.
Closing my eyes I dream of her..Why did I do this? What have I gotten myself into?
I should apologise. I'll apologise tomorrow and hopefully she will accept it...
Jay's POV
I walk into Niki's room to grab an extra blanket. I open the door to see him..hugging Jiwoo's.. pillow? He's fast asleep hugging her pillow.. Cute but what the fuck.
What a weird child.
I grab the blanket and walk out the room. But before I stepped out of the room i see water on Niki's face. Was he crying?
Nope there is no way, Nishimura Riki crying? not in a lifetime.
..
"Jayy wake upp!!" I hear with a pillow being smashed into my face. "the actual fuck is going on?" I say, rubbing my eyes and slowly getting up. "Get upp!!"
He says still smashing the pillow into my face. "Alrightt im up man stop it!"Jungwon is really playful, but he's cute.
"Cmonn hyungg I want breakfast and your literally the only person who can cook decent food" The boy whined. "alright I'll be down in a minute"
Brushing my teeth, I hear Yuris voice, I mean shes loud but this time she sounds like she is shouting at someone. "Come on Jiwoo! Get out of bed and let's go outside! What happened to you!?" She shouts. Then I hear Jiwoo. "Please I don't want to I don't feel well.." She murmered. "Atleast get out of this room!"
Jiwoo's POV
So here I am in bed and Chaewon and Yuri are forcing me out. Like cmon its the weekend leave me alone.
"Lets go!" Chaewon shouts. "No" I simply say. I hide myself under the blankets and for like 2 seconds I thought they left me alone but when I took the covers of my head I see Kyujin standing infront of me.She looks really serious for some reason. "hm?" I hummed. Why does she look so serious? Is she okay?
"Jiwoo.." She murmered. I hummed in response.
"Niki wants to talk to you"yeah no the fuck.
"Tell him no" I cover myself in blankets again. Gosh I will never forgive him. I loved him with all my life and he did this to me.
"Cmon maybe he has changed, maybe he still loves you" Yuri begged.
Changed? in under a day?"Changed my ass" i mumble, closing my eyes just to mayne get 2 seconds of rest until they started screaming at me again.
Ugh. I really don't want to talk to him, I don't have the strength to, he ruined me, I'm now stuck in this room not wanting to get out because of him, I don't want to talk to anyone because of him.
He hasn't changed and I know that, He can't change in less than a day.
Niki's POV
Right now, I'm on the sofa waiting to see if Jiwoo comes down, I want to apologise to her, I want to make her feel loved, she probably lost feelings for me because of what I did, I did it out of anger, not because I don't love her.
Chaewon comes down the stairs sighing. "so?" I ask her.
She comes down and sits infront of me, it looks like something bad has happened.
"She said no" She stated. No? what do you mean no?"What do you mean?" I say trying to hold back my tears from earlier, I feel like crying because of what I did. "She doesn't want to talk to you nor get out of the room, something's up with her and she won't tell us" Huh, what's up with her?
Then I see Yuri running down the stairs, I turn my head to see her coming towards us and then she whispers in Chaewon's ear. Chaewon then follows her upstairs back into the room that Jiwoo's in.
Chaewon's POV
I run upstairs after hearing what Yuri told me. I see Jiwoo still sitting on the bed.
"Are you sure Jiwoo? I thought you loved him?" I questioned, confusingly Kyujin looked at me and said "Surprisingly she doesn't anymore."Huh, she loved him with all her life, I can't believe she's doing this...
I never expected her to do this. It will hurt him alot but not gonna lie it is the best thing to do, but not on that day..."alright if you say so...just know that you're hurting him alot." Yuri gulped. She's true, he will get hurt but it's her choice. "do you know how much he has hurt me? I honestly don't care if he gets hurt cuz he hurt me even more." Jiwoo stated.
"But Jiwoo...yes it's the right thing to do but it can hurt him badly, but we all will support you in your decision..think about it carefully" Kyujin mumbled.
"Yep I think I'm ready" Jiwoo said as she sat up straight reaching for her phone.
"what are you doing?" Yuri, the curious girl asked.
"I'm gonna tell him" Jiwoo started typing but before she could Kyujin snatched the phone of her. "What are you doing?!" Jiwoo shouted at her not realizing that she just shouted at her Unnie."okay first of all don't shout at me I'm older than you and second of all don't text him it, it's just going to hurt him even more" Kyujin stated.
Kyujin looked veryy serious about this. But hey, we will see what happens.
Will he be happy? or will he be hurt about the fact that she is going to break up with him on their anniversary?
~December 25th 2022~
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Fanfiction"This is all your fault!" TW!! - blood, suicide, seductive activity, deaths